僕の記憶の断片

我是双面人？

2012-01-05T23:52:00.003+08:00

今天是2012第五天
上年说过想不做了，
但现在却不想离开，
自己总是三分钟热度，
真的很讨厌这样的自己，
看到很多很多的人的心情都不好，
想帮人，但帮不到，
而我的事，没人知。

总是觉得自己的压力越来越大，
在朋友面前总是用了“笑”来掩饰。
又有谁知道，哈哈~

有时候，我真的觉得自己掩饰得很厉害，
弄到没有人管。
这不是我想要的，
但当有人关心时，我还是会把所有事往心里藏。

人真的是会累的……
我好累……
忍耐到真的好累……
我可以放弃吗？

但是我却听过，
没放弃，就代表着还没彻底的失败。

双面人。请问下，我是吗？

还未完。

RyoichiZB

31-12-2011 今年の最后一天

2011-12-31T05:48:00.004+08:00

今天是12月31日，也是今年的最后一天……

这一年的年头打算要做的东西，

好像都未完成。

发生了好多好多事情……

差点忘了自己这年做了些什么……

还好，有了照片，也就是能把记忆停顿在永远……

终结一下今年发生的事吧~

一月:-

在一月三日，

我认识的一位超过12年的朋友，去世了

在一月四日，

去了富贵纪念馆看了她……

在一月五日，

送她出殡……

想起了当年小学一年级的我，

矮矮的我，看着高高的她……

想起了中一在班上，

就坐在她前面，那个顽皮的我，和成熟的她……

在一月二十一日，

去了中学拿SPM 正版的 Certificate……

见到了很久很久没见到的中学同班同学们……

在一月二十三日，

和朋友们去了一个在 E@curve 的 cosplay event.

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二月:-

在二月一日，

“四条水”去了Broga Hills……

二月十四日，

和一班单身的在Station One 喝酒……

我还记得那天在那边遇见我的中学华语老师 Pn. Chew……

二月二十六日，

帮好朋友Joel庆祝生日~

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三月:-

三月十九日，

去了 Graphic Goes Green 2011

以下是我的作品……^_^

大家的作品~

我画的~！！

三月二十六日，

在Guiness Anchor Berhad 做Freelance工，

很累但是很爽！

四月:-

四月二日，

在Esprit@Midvalley 开始做 Part-Timer~
整个月超忙，没时间出去走……

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五月:-

五月一日，

Siewmun's 生日，

和几条水去了Saisaki陪她吃,喝&走

但因为吃太多，我那天在Pavilion呕……=[]=lll

第二天做工时，做到半天就请假回家了……

医生说，食物中毒……

五月七日，

我的hengdai结婚~

做兄弟去了……

希望你们永远幸福！

五月十七日，

三条水坐巴士走“世界”

去了One Utama的Pizzahut吃午餐,

然后 Petaling Street 吃晚餐~

五月二十二日，

去了MIIF那边拿奖~

拿了奖就去C2age Day2~

Day1 的时候我做工...

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六月:-

六月二日，

第一次染了头发！

用Gatsby~lol

六月十五日，

庆祝静宜的生日~

六月二十日，

四条水走Midvalley

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七月:-

七月九日，

这一天厉害咯，

第一次见Midvalley星期六下午三点多还那么多停车位的……

七月十四日，

Kenry's 生日！

这一天我认识了三个新朋友~

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八月:-

八月十二日，

展升的生日！

我和则平到他家帮他庆祝。

fuiyoh~

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九月:-

九月九日，

人生中第一次cosplay....>_<

九月十日，

去Animangaki Day 1，认识了一些新朋友。

九月十一日，

Animangaki Day 2，突然间，得到新朋友的帮助，

Cosplay银像多了~>.<

九月二十日，

去Tarc发傻~

九月二十四日，

满月喜酒~:D

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十月:-

十月五日，

凌加峻来到我的学院~免费拍照~~XD

右边的是Esprit Fair~~
我在这个fair认识了三个新朋友……

十月二十五日，

我生日时，去了Sunway滑雪~

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十一月:-

十一月二日，

Esprit Annual Dinner 2011~
"Glamorous Night"

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十二月:-

十二月十七日，

Comic Fiesta 2011 - Day 1

市丸ギン

十二月十八日，

Comic Fiesta 2011 - Day 2

上杉謙信

同样的一天，

Zerrick中招了!

生日快乐！

结论：

2011的我，
我觉得，好不了解自己，
不知道自己到底想要的是什么……

心事，找谁聊？
看着镜子的自己，
总觉得自己真的很没用……
什么都做不了……

2011完

RyoichiZB

人生的改变

2011-12-28T03:47:00.001+08:00

在短短的时间内，我的人生起了很大的变化，两个月前的我和现在的我……

以前的我，也许很多朋友，但有几个是真心的？自私的大把…

我承认，我也好不到哪里……

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Emo? 我其实有时候都不知道自己在想些什么……

总是觉得那些听着的歌曲，
都在说着我……

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2011年，也是我单身的一年……ＦＡ……哈哈哈！

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发生了好多好多事……
做了很多不一样的事……
体会到人生一点点的乐趣……

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现在的我，Cosplay 已经成为我的生命的一部份了…

我在 Cosplay 界里认识了好多朋友…

突然觉得人生有了点活下去的乐趣…

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终于去了CF，也是马来西亚最大的 event...
超级期待的一个event...
但是真的太令我失望了…
Management出了问题…
要进场的人进不到，
要出场的人出不到…
人山人海…
当然，最后还是成功进入…

CF 2011 Day 1 - 市丸银

CF 2011 - Day 2 - 上杉謙信

虽然event有点问题，最后我们都还算蛮开心的…
接下来要cos谁呢？>__<

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突然发现到，原来这世界上，
有时候并没有我想象的那么坏…

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人生有时候，很多东西往往都能解决的……

所有东西都可以大事化小，小事化无……
当然，通常大家都不肯合作…

完

RyoichiZB

L.I.F.E

2011-11-21T20:58:00.001+08:00

It's 21st November 2011,

It's my 26th day being 19 years old,

Another 339 days, It's 20 for me.

Another 40 days and it's the end of 2011...

And also, another 26 days, it's Comic Fiesta 2011... XD

Time passing like a blink of eye and opps, it's November...

10 more days and it's my 1 year anniversary being single... Yay~ lol

Looks like I'm still not ready... hahahahaa~

Somehow life isn't that easy...

My Bestfriend lost the word "best" and become friend...

But also some of my friends added a word "best" infront and become my bestfriends...

Everything is changing... Even my lifestyle is changing...

Make a lot of new friends this year... friends of friends, college juniors and also new cosplay friends...

2008 の me

2009 の me

2010 の me

2011 の me

Memories of secondary, I miss them...
I miss my classroom...

I miss my classmates...

I miss teachers that teaches me...

I miss every single corner of the school...

Look at those pictures olden days,

my eyes are wet, but tears dint drop... :)

Each step we take are going to change our life in the future...

Everyone knows that... I guess...

Somehow just now and also right now...

This songs making me thinking of my past...

A very nice song, with nice lyrics

《那些年 - 胡夏》

Anyway it's time to continue whatever that I haven't do...

L.I.F.E = Life Isn't Fucking Easy

Blogpost ~~END~~ here.

~RyoichiZB~

Goodbye to 18 and Welcome to 19

2011-10-28T01:26:00.000+08:00

It's like soooooo damn long time ago since the last time I blog...

Yeah busy life...

My Birthday just passed... Yeah...
Goodbye to 18 and welcome to 19...
My new hairstyle...Birthday look? hahaha

And I would like to thank soooo much for all these presents from my friends~

~Nike from Chin Sing~

~A slice of Secret Recipe's cake from Hoe Shing and Kim Hong~

~Cloud from Kim Hong~

~K-ON from Hoe Shing~

Esprit T-Shirt and Umbrella
from Esprit colleagues
Liz, Yap, Peipei, Raymond, Venice

Thanksssss!!!!!!!!!!!

Alright, 19th Life begins.

RyoichiZB

My Life's not gonna end in August 2011 !

2011-09-01T16:04:00.001+08:00

Yeah it's 1st September 2011,

Homework? so far so...... =)

Life? so far so...... =)

Money? NOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(

Anyway it's time to write about life...

This month I dont have so much photos coz I dint take so much photos this month...

Therefore I will just whatever that have photos in my album.

Anyway I shall start.

[12th August 2011 : Mr. Liew Chin Sing's Big Big Big Day]

This is the Big day for Mr. Liew Chin Sing.

Yeah, his birthday...

On 11th August,
Chek Ping and me went to his house after work.

Then celebrate at his house. lol

So this is the Birthday Boy and Birthday Cake~

Huuu~~~~

Me, Chin Sing & Chek Ping~

Playing laptop at his house then sleep...

Btw, His house internet damn fast! lol

[18th August 2011 - After class, having meal at Mcdonald]

Today after class having meal with college friends.

After meal everyone stack all the leftover stuffs together.

And made this... lol... Nothing to do.. haha

[24th August 2011 - A day at CEO Neway]

Alright, this is my off day...

And donno why suddenly plan to go cheong k. lol

3 person, Tiffany, Siewmun and me.

6 hours then home. LOL

Nice light up there. lol

Me~ and Siewmun>>

Tiffany... LOL

They sing until crazy jor... lol

It's quite fun that day and hope there's chance we can go out again. lol~

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Anyway, It's the end of my story in August 2011...

My Life's gonna change soon?Maybe...

(ps: Damn happy when my salary out on 25th August! that's 3 days earlier! lol)

Unfinished...?

~RyoichiZB~

July 2011? It's just another part of my life... =)

2011-08-01T22:50:00.003+08:00

Alright, it's time to blog... =D

Life's Good? Hmm... Not so sure... yet... =D

Salary out? Yeah... very happy...

but this month I doesn't feel like using too much of my money...

I doesn't wanna spend my precious money... yet... XD

Oh Well. It's already, 1st August 2011 right now...

Anyway, time to start blogging....=)

[7th July 2011 - Yum cha @Taman Desa]

Yeah, yum cha... organize by me...

Picturesss~

Alvin, Yishing & Jason~

Yishing, Jason & Me~

Tiffany, Mr Liang & Me

After that

[8th July 2011, midnight ~ 9th July 2011, morning - Ivan Wong Hoe Shing's Birthday]

Alright! First and for the most!
Happy Birthday to Mr Ivan Wong Hoe Shing!

"Best wishes from me,

Hope you will have enough money to spend... LOL"

Alright... that day,

Me and Hoe Shing after work went to find Kim Hong,

then went to eat dim sum!

Mr. Birthday Boy!

Mr Lim Kim Hong!

After that overnight at KimHong's place... Lol

[9th July 2011,afternoon - Midvalley...?]

Everyone rmb 9th July 2011?
The "Bersih" thingy?

It was on Saturday...

And this is the day...

Just look at the condition of Midvalley...
I think this is my first time seeing something like this at 3.00pm++

No cars + All parking available...

I guess I can't forget that bloody road-blocking day that making Esprit no sales...

and also making me late!

[14th July 2011 - Kim Hong's Birthday~]

Okay! First and for the most!

Happy Birthday to Mr Lim Kim Hong!

"Best wishes from me,

And hope that you'll find the one you love and she'll love you, too... LOL"

So at first I plan to his house and deliver the present...

something happen before that... Something bad...

so in the end I went to Taman Desa first for different purpose,

then he went there to fetch me....

Hmm... quite long story about that... and I prefer not to say it here...

Since it's the big day of HIM!

~LOL~

So after I reached his house, we slacked awhile...

then went fetching ppl around the world...

after that all of us went to Wong Kok Char Chan Teng @SS2...

Makan!

The Birthday Gift from Wong Kok Char Chan Teng.

All of us there... Oh well met 2 new friends that day... =)

Actually lots lots of pictures was taken that day...

But it will make my blog burst if all of them uploaded...

therefore I just choose some main attraction to upload jek... lol

And after that my watch suddenly drop down that day... =(

why it dropped...? I don't know... =(

And this is the current condition of my watch... =(

(until now still havent fix... and I'm wearing another cheap RM15 watch now)

And this is a present from me to him...

Sorry for the imperfect present...

[21st July 2011 - Testing~]

Yeah Finally I got my stuffs!!

Getting ready for MITF 2011 @Midvalley!!

And after unpacking, 3 of us trying it...

Kim Hong, Hoe Shing and Me....

Time to take pictures like a pro... lol

Kim Hong... The Muscle Ichimaru...

Hoe Shing... the naked Ichimaru...

Me... normal? lol

[28th July 2011 - After College]

So today... Thursday...
After College... about 1pm,

Total 4 ppl, Wilson, Ron, Ah Hoe, See Wei and me,

went to Times Square...

diciding where to go already use up 30mins++

in the end we went bowling...

Just as Wilson's wish... lol

And these are the Picturesss...

Woops....XD

See Wei cutting his nail...(using my nai clipper) lol

Then after finish bowling,

Wilson go back first coz he is going back to his kampung...

then the rest of us went to arcade at Times Square...

After arcade, everyone going back home...

but I wait for Chong Tze Yong to come yum cha with me...

then we go Purplecane Tea Restaurant... lol...
Not the one at Midvalley...

help him take his profile pic... lol

then after that we went to pasar seni...

And I went to Midvalley wait for HoeShing to finish work...

After his work finish, then we went to KimHong's House...

Then we went to eat dimsum!

4 ppl... 2 light bulbs...

Hmmm... lol
Tea...

The Big Boss that pay today... lol

Dimsum!

Hmm... All these seriously cost alot....

Finish eating.... then back home...
The next day 8am need to reach Midvalley becoz of Training...

But in the end I late... 8.09am only reach... =(
I tried my best to go asap edi leh...

Anyway... that's the end of the whole story of my part of life in July 2011...

And there's still long journey ahead of me...

(ps: Hate that this month salary 29th Only Out... LOL)

And this is the End of July 2011...

~RyoichiZB~

Life's tiring?

2011-06-30T01:10:00.001+08:00

Stress?

Damn...

I'm tired... Tired shit...

Not physically tired...

but mentally...?

Since I'm still young,

it's fine even though few days without sleeping...

Donno how to make further explanation about it...

but yeah... I'm gonna continue on...

Whatever my life gonna become, I'm gonna stay strong...

I don't know whether I'm able to do it alone or not...

but I'll still keep going...

many things to talk about...

but there's no one to tell...

even if I found someone to talk to...

I'm still unable to say it out...

Yeah, this is just the beginning of my life and I ain't gonna give up that easily...=)

Right now,

Closing my eyes and started to think what I need to do next...

Unfinished?

~RyoichiZB~

My Life's special moments in June 2011

2011-06-27T23:39:00.001+08:00

It was so long ago since I spend so much in a moment,

This month is the month of me spending and using the most in my life...

First week... I used up Rm700...

Oh well... feels good when spending money...LOL

Yeah, today was just 27th June 2011,

but I dont think I will be able to blog anymore in this

month after today...

Therefore I post whatever I wanted to post today over here,

then continue my busy life... =)

[2nd June 2011 - having "stupid + expensive" meal + Dying hair]

Yeah~ that day photoshop class in the morning...

then eat this after class with my colleague after class~

After class finish at 4pm,

I went to midvalley, Watson to buy the Gatsby hair colour~

then went to KimHong's house... woo~~

then wait for HoeShing to come and play our hair~ lol

and we also went out to buy the comb+bowl+conditioner...

Start the game??haha

KimHong!

That night we yum cha at Taman Desa, then KimHong fetch me back... thanks la!

Results? hmm... cant see the difference much in this picture...

Hmm... back home sleep then working on the next day... Haha

[4th June 2011 - After work]

Even though this is bad for health..

Thanks for belanja me minum la~ Miss Chan Pei Pei~

HAHAHA!

After that I take bus go back home lo...

Then I go somewhere near my house for my Dinner

My dinner that day... looks good? Taste bad... lol

I will never go back to that place again...

coz I order 新洲米 but he give me this...

and it taste so bad...=.=

[7th June 2011 - After class watch movie + Bowling + dinner~]

Donno why suddenly go midvalley and watch movie... LOL

I think I'm the one that organize it,

but movie was Alvin's suggestion...

Anyway, quite fun that day~ hahaha~

Ini LCLY punya orang. haha

Starting of the game? haha

ChinSing!!!

Alvin NgJiaTziiiiii!!!!!!

These guys likes global Indian Festival~ LOL

Dinner? haha~

Haha... home after dinner...

[15th June 2011 - Miss Gold Fish Birthday!!!!]

Woops! Gold Fish remembers her birthday?

I thought Gold Fish only got 2 seconds memory? HAHA

Anyway,

She is a stupid+crazy+noob+etc friend of mine that work at purplecane with me before~

So ChinSing and me when to this place...

Photo of a view from 20th floor by using my camera... woo~

After getting ready, we went to desa petaling,

Gold Fish's house!!

Woww... surprise her at her house... LOL

then~

Surprise Birthday cake? haha

Woops~

ChinSing + Gold Fish

丽萍 + Gold Fish

凯萱 + Gold Fish

Everyone~~

Yeah... End of meal and present giving...=)

then home lo~ haha

[20th June 2011 - A meal at Purplecane Tea Restaurant]

Mr. Liang Chee Keong suddenly ask us 3 to yum cha~

Since he is so "kesian" until no one teman him makan, we all teman him lo~ XD
hahaha!!

So after finish working at 6pm I called that uncle Liang.
But just like always, he was so slow. hahaha...
Always want me to wait for him... sienz! HAHAHA!
Then he buy chatime minum!

unhealthy drink! HAHAHAA

after everyone here,

we all decided to go purplecane eat, drink, chat, taking photos...

Then balik... hmm... macam go purplecane eat then home...==

But then that day I dint go back home...

I went to KimHong's house to continue my homework... Lol...

My laptop at his house that time...XD

Then overnight lo... what to do...? So late edi...
So second day I went to college with laptop and his wacom... XD
and even right now his wacom still with me...
and I still havent done what I should do right now... LOL

Anyway, that's the end of story for June 2011

My life will continue becoming busy...
Lack of money right now...

but tmr......

SALARY OUT! WOOOHOOO~~!

End of my story...

~RyoichiZB~

History class? haha...

2011-06-02T14:47:00.002+08:00

So it's my history class right now.....
wonder why I m blogging...
somehow I felt so bored... LOLx
nothing to do right now,
except listening to what lecturer say, reading the notes given and fb? haha...

Oh well...
later going to dye my hair! =D
Haha... wonder how's the result... LOL

~RyoichiZB~

Life's growing and changing in May 2011

2011-05-31T04:08:00.003+08:00

Well... I'm done what I need to do... right now....

therefore it's time for me to blog...

It has been 1month ago since the last time I blog...

Quite busy recently... Many things to thought about...

Many things to do as well...

Of coz, include Dota with frens la... XD

So I think I will make a blogspot for every outings on May 2011~

Since today is 31st May 2011... Haha~

But maybe later will take some photo at Midvalley with my hengdais! XD

Hahaha... Anyway let's start~

[3rd May 2011 - Miss Wong Siew Mun's Birthday]

So Starting with this fella Birthday... HAHA

So we went to Saisaki, Japanese Buffet Restaurant...

Eat soooooo Much...(Only Me)

Hahahaha~XDXD

Photos of the day~

3 lengzais! Me, Yi Shing, Chin Sing~

Two Stupid. Alvin, Siew Mun~ Haha~~

So after Having lunch there, we walk around Pavillion and farenheit...
then went to CEO Neway and met wth Qian Yi and Hoe Shing~ hmm...
Photo not very clear... so I dint upload them here... =)

[7th May 2011 - Mr. Hong Wooi Loong's Wedding]

Yeah. For him. I took 2 days off...

So that I'm able to yum cha with him before the Big day and the Big day of coz... XD

As a Photographer of the day. I took more than 400photos...

So this is the main character of the day~

The Sistersss!!!

The Brothersss!!!

Nice day on that day.
Wish him all the best and happy ever after together~

[13th May 2011 - Random Karaoke Outing]

Somehow suddenly decided to go out on that day...

Since everyone off duties, we went to Farenheit Neway CEO...=)

Four of us.... Tiffany, Siew Mun, Jason and Me~~~

Buffet! We eat sooo much... lol (me only) XD

[17th May 2011 - Teman Mr. Liang Chee Keong]

Yeah, we went to One Utama~

Go there for what?
Pizzahut =.=

then? walk around and watch movie and go to petaling street have dinner...=.=

But at least we're having fun la~ lol.

So 2 lengzais + One Uncle~ XD

[22nd May 2011 - Dweey contest prize and C2age 2011]

Yeah!! Time to collect prize~~ XD
So today I went to SS15 and brunch at Station One Cafe~

The prize giving is at Miif Plus Concept Store.
and the party is outside......
Soooooooo hot...

Therefore Kim Hong, Sai Kit and Me went to a Cafe just opposite of the event take place... LOL! XD

So it's time to take picture~!

Kim Hong~~

Sai Kit~~

Me~~ =))

Haha... 3 on One... XD

Wow~ take picture with Lisa Lee~

Anyway, Thanks Dweey, Miif Plus and also CUTOUT Magazines for ur magazines! XD

So after I took the prize,

3 of us went to C2age @Tropicana City Mall~XD
when we arrive there, It was already 4pm++
haha... Drive around the housing estate for so goddamn long before arrive... LOLx
damn funny...XD

I think uploading all the C2age photo here will make my Blogspot lag...

So, the best way... put everything into One picture~haha~
So this is All the photos of cosplayers that take with me on that day~

Anyway, Thanks to all the cosplayer that took photos with me~
ありがとうございます！

Hope to cosplay sooooooon!!!!
Rawr...!!!

Bought Ichimaru Gin whole set edi...
But still waiting for it to arrive here...=))

[26th May 2011]

Dinner with Esprit colleague~

@Midvalley Chilli's Bar and Grill Restaurant~

The Food is just Okay...

Yeah, JUST okay...

Shouldn't order Spagetti Chicken...Hahaha!

Many photos was taken on that day...

But it will take whole day to upload all to Blogspot..=.=lll

So this is a photo of everyone there =)

So Before I end this,

I would like to say something,

"Yes, I'm going to surpass YOU. It's just the matter of time. =)"

May 2011, Ended

~RyoichiZB~

Trading time with life?

2011-04-25T02:23:00.003+08:00

Before April starts. I was bored in my life...

Too much time...
donno what to do...

Now...

Working and studying...

It just seems like I can't really cope up with my college stuffs...

Too little time... omg... nvm... I like this more than before...

Managing my time it's my problem that I need to take care of...
I can't rely on others...

Life...? Maybe I'm still too young to think about it...

But also maybe I'm too late to think about it...

Am I a weird person? lol...
I like busy. I don't like bored. that's me?

Actually, I'm not sure...

Anyway... There's still more than 24 hours till the deadline... I can do this!! Trust myself!!

I dont want to use the word "Believe". coz there is a word "lie" in between... =)

Face your fears and doubts and a new world will open to you! =D

Btw I wanna buy shoes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
any recommendations? LOL

Nike? haha.

Anyway, I'm just taking a small break after doing homework for some time.... lol~

~RyoichiZB~

April 2011 =)

2011-04-05T09:14:00.006+08:00

My first college life's started on 24th May 2010 then ended on 30th July 2010.

It was a mistake for choosing a wrong decision to go there study.

then I changed college to my current college,

which is In-house Multimedia College...

2nd sem right now...

My class time table is quite nice...

Few classes only but quite much homework... lol...

But I'm still able to cope with it... Hahaha...

Then I started to felt that I'm lacking of something in life...

Yeah... Right now I started to work in Midvalley again...

Yes, midvalley, but not restaurant anymore! hahahaha!!!XD

Enough of restaurant! All my past experience were all at restaurant only...

Sienz!

Finally now it's not restaurant anymore...

Now I'm a part-timer at Esprit. lol...

come find me? LOL

Hmm... Still got many things need to learn... lol...

My english pronunciation is not very good yet...

and I know I can improved my english there too... =D

Looking at my timetable again... 5 days... omg...

LOL... one week working 5 days and college class 4 days...

wow... Everyday out... Homework?

recently still okay.. but I donno what will happen if this continue on... LOL

Anyway, I will do my best on both college and part-time...

And I will focus more at college... =D Hahaha!

btw, recently there's a competition going on at facebook...

And I need pplsss to like my photosss. LOL

for those who have facebook,

First like this page!!

http://www.facebook.com/dweey
Follow by liking this picture!!!

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150141649501371&set=a.10150141641746371.281563.84061461370

Help me by promoting it pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee XD

Okay I guess it's almost time for me to get ready going to midvalley again...

I guess I'm not going to touch my blog for awhile... =(

Busy Life Starts Now! =)

~RyoichiZB~

Work....?

2011-03-27T19:50:00.005+08:00

Yesterday,

I was working at an event at Guinness Anchor Berhad.

I forgotten what name is that event.

I think it's the first time I work for an event. lol

although the pay wasn't much if compare to other events,

but all of us enjoy the day~ ( I think? )

It was a family fair day. ( I guess )

all of us, total 11 guys and girls.

work at games stall, popcorn and Cotton candy stall...

Mostly games larr. lol.

damn tiring when the event starts.

My stall. have to pick up everything every game they play.==

coz there's no time to rest at all...

the peoples keep on coming and coming...

non-stop until 1.30pm.

and then finally lunch I got time to sit down for my lunch...

Damn tired... what to do.. lol...

but after lunch... there is not much people left. only a few more...

means free time for everyone! haha!

Time to take picturesssss! Lol.

This picture damn funny. Look at the person at the right!

HAHA!

One on One with Hoe Shing~

Fight!

One on One with Alvin~

Fight? =(

Balloonssssss!

My fault. haha!

At bus stop near my house just after earth hour...

Stuffs that I brought back...(also my dinner.)

Planned to eat 4 of them... but failed...

3 then sudah beh tahan...

3 burgers + nuggets. haha!!

btw the root beer still haven't open yet.. Lol.

reach home about 10.20pm

Uploads all the photos to fb,

then chat awhile then sleep.

It was 1am+ when I shut down my computer...

Then this morning,

6.45am,

my father woke me up....

@.@

then prepare awhile,

makan roti canai,

then went back my father's home town...

For 清明...

I donno what's the word in English. LOL.

At Rembau...

It's 92.8km from my house according to Google Map.

8am starts going then about 9am+ reach...

About 1hour10mins++

After everything settled...

We all rest at My uncle's house awhile...

then lunch together...

after that went back home...

I drive! haha!

First time drive so long distance~ lol..

while I'm driving,

when I reach 90km/h, Both my parents say drive slowly...==

but I went to 110km/h. Lol.

sienz wei.. so long distance still drive so slow meh.. LOL...

(I'm dangerous) XD XD XD

about 45mins+++ I reach my house... Haha...

I drive faster than my father. XD

then I bath and nap... damn tired...

and I just wake up not long then start to write this. haha...

Anyway, I guess it's time to back to my life... =(

~Ryoichi ZB~

College...Lol

2011-03-25T19:47:00.006+08:00

Today, as usual, went college.

Class at 11am.

But I reach there about 10am++. Lol.

when I reach there, all the tables and chair are not arrange properly...=.=

then I slowly put those tables and chair to where it suppose to be...

after that, sit down and look at the time...

And I realized that I forgot to bring my watch =.

nvm, hand phone lo. Hahaha...

10.15am... O.o

"Still so early... hmm... do homework first."I said to mys

elf. Lol.

surprisingly, My lecturer came on 10.33am... Wow... so

early.

Lolxxx... But the class havent start yet larr.. haha..

Therefore, I continued my homework... Perspective! haha...

Actually I should done it before today geh. haha...

Okay nvm... other classmate came one by one...

total = 4. LOL.

then the class started...

At first lecturer was just talking about the class...

then we all just were just listening...

then suddenly talks about future....

slowly slowly, then suddenly talks about me...==

say about the new course that's going to start in my college...

then he wants me to enter... (actually I also wanted

to enter la. XD)

then suddenly say about relationship...

then tell me not to get in a relationship so early...

"HAHAHAHA!!!" *My First reaction*

Seriously damn "LOL"!

Hmm... My opinion?

Yeah, Somehow it's correct...

coz when we are in a relationship,

we miss out many things in life...

yeah, maybe we got another life,

which is love life...

But, what about out dreams?

Where's our passion?

Fade to black?

Maybe some people might not agree with me...

Since everyone controls their own path.

Anyway, let me give an example...

Let just say I've graduated...

then maybe I found an opportunity that can bring me to somewhere to start my dreams...

But I have to leave Malaysia...

Oh... Shit...

"Someone" say don't go...

coz once I go, maybe I need 5-10years time...

But if I stay, what will happen?

Think yourself, peoples! =D

Okay, enough of those relationship whatever stuffs...

and continue what I'm writing about just now... haha

Okay, so the class continue...

then all 4 of us stay back and continue our homework...

coz everyone also havent do... HAHA!!

And the class added with another 9 classmates.

they're all senior to me... lol~

Anyway, I just finished The bird-eye view perspective + Future city design,

I finished it just now at college...

And this is it...

2-point perspective.

Hmm... I felt there's something missing here...

I felt that I still need more improvements...

Any comments on this? haha.

Everyone there keep on saying me showing off =.=lll

what the hell...

Yeah, maybe they're joking..

nvm... =(

Anyway, that's it today...

~RyoichiZB~

. . .

2011-03-24T00:40:00.003+08:00

I'm tired, damn tired.

damn, damn tired...

sick of everything.

Is there anything else I can do beside smiling?

僕は何もできない…

何もできない…

もういい…　十分だ…

もういいよ…

君たちは何も知っている。

僕はいいか？

僕が変わった？

知らない…　ほんとに知らない。

だけど……　もういいよ…

~RyoichiZB~

Me? Yeah, that's me.

2011-03-23T02:42:00.000+08:00

My eyes looking at the monitor but doing nothing.

wanted to do something but wasn't doing anything.

Why? donno.

Many things to think about recently.

Found out that many things aren't that easy to do.

Yeah. sometimes I really wanna do something,

but scare of this and that,

in the end, what had I done?

nothing. nothing at all...

Why? donno again.

Sometimes I felt that I doesn't really understand myself.

Seriously not in the mood in everything right now.

Loneliness deep inside my heart?

Hahaha... I don't know.

But I hate problems.

and some said "Inside of every problem lies an opportunity."

Hahahaha... yeah.

So? What should I do?

Seriously I donno what to do.

Some said "Face your fears and doubts, a new world will open to you."

Oh... whatever...

All the quotes isn't working.

And again, what to do?

Maybe I should just continue on.

don't care so much.

But how long can it last?

I donno.

Perhaps I should just close my eyes and get to the bed.

and think about it tmr. =)

~RyoichiZB~

Diam la.

2011-03-21T19:48:00.004+08:00

Diam la. Diam la. Diam la. Diam la. Diam la. Diam la....

Diam la. Diam la. Diam la. Diam la. Diam la. Diam la........

Shut up and keep quiet please!!

Show some respect la!!

U think it's ur home izzit?

Think about what others thinking la.

Childish.

~RyoichiZB~

Huh? ==

2011-03-21T04:08:00.005+08:00

Okay. What happen to me?

Everyone was sleeping.

but me? hmm...

Right now. 4.09am =.=lll

Arrrr... Can't sleep....

Why?

I choose to keep this in my mind... :D

Since my blog title stated so clearly that this is just Fragments of my memories... =)

Hmm... 10am class tmr... haha.

I wonder what will happen to me if this continue...

I guess it's no problem if the world's gonna end in 2012... LOL..

anyway, lets talk about just now...

Erm... I mean yesterday. lolx

My mom gave me this...

and tell me to wash my face =[]=

What the........

Anyway... how to use =.=

I never wash before lehh...

LOL. I think I might make someone angry. Haha.

Hmm... the instruction state to put some in the hand...

Then massage continuously until it's clean. =.=lll
So how I know whether it's clean or not leh? lol...

Nvm. I will ask my friends.

Hahaha...

Well, tmr 10am.................... class..............

what to do?

No Stress at all? I really hope so =)

~RyoichiZB~

Alright, let's talk about yesterday.

2011-03-20T14:17:00.004+08:00

Yesterday?

Hmm... planned to reach Pavillion on 11am.

But 12.00noon++ only reach Bukit Bintang Monorail.

Then wait for Sai Kit.

LOL. about 12.30pm he came. Lol... what

to do? lol.

When we reach Pavillion. it's already almost 1pm. Hahaha.

Walked around here and there.

Then.....

met chanwon.

also met her friend.

then met chooi may.

met her friends too.

LOL.

then whole bunch of peoples walking around. lol.

take pictures or whatever..

Opps. 3pm == so fast.

time to go The Weld Shopping Centre. LOL

Actually planned to go earlier but.... but....

no reason. LOL

okay, we reached The Weld Shopping Centre.

3 guys. Alvin, Sai Kit and Me. Lol.

First comment. "so small geh." (not from me)LOL

coz I went there before edi...

Yeah. that time I also said that. HAHA.

anyway, it's a Graphic Goes Green event so even it's small I'll go...

another reason is. I joined a competition.

The eco-bag design competition. Lol.

Yeah, I dint get any prize or whatever =(

but it was an experience for me. =D

This is the first time I join a competition.

anyway, went there look around draw around. haha.

and this is it?

Haha. I know I suck la.

Anyway. nice day yesterday.

Right now hmmm... time to do some photoshop? haha...

~RyoichiZB~

My thoughts in College life?

2011-03-18T19:44:00.007+08:00

Okay...

let's talk about life @ college.

I know almost everyone hate him...

But I felt that it's so lucky that he JUST came when I enter this college...

Who's him?

A lecturer.

My drawing class lecturer.

Because I think he offers higher standard of lecturing...

I know I never been through the previous lecturer class...

But, as a view from me...

The previous one doesn't teach much stuffs...

coz I can see most students doesn't know much about drawings...

but this is my thought.

We are now living in a very very realistic society.

Yes yes. Many ppl say drawing skills are just something.

But as for me, I think drawing skills are is a MUST for designers.

It's not like someone need to master their skills until the max and draw actual paints or whatever.

but, at least need some skills in drawing.

No need to be a very very seriously PRO.

but at least not like a "rubbish"

Whatever is it.

I don't think homework is a bad thing.

More homework = More practice = Better results = Better designer

everything is related to each other. Don't you think?

Maybe there's ppl hate drawing so damn much.

but if u hate drawing, why u take design course?

isn't that a stupid reaction?

Everyone. Please think...

We're not kids or teenager any more.

Playing is okay.

But too much playing might end up wasting of time.

[ I know blog-ing also a waste of time, but it helps to say out what I am thinking.]

Back to what I say, I really like the way this lecturer lecturing.

I found out that I improved a lot, thanks to him...

Yeah, many homework...

SO? SO WHAT?

I don't think everyone is so damn bloody hell busy until no time to do homework.

I play fb, DotA, enjoy outings with friends, yum cha, event, ACG event or whatever.

Friends ajak? ON. Friends Birthday yum cha? ON.

This is me. But I am still able to finish my homework.

Why can't everyone else?

Don't talk crap and say no time to do please.

All this is just EXCUSES.

Okay, Just a simple example.

One of my classmate,

He was totally busy of family businesses.

He was absent about half a sem.

Now he is catching up.

And I can see he is doing very very fast. even faster than some of the others.

Yeah. He havent finish. But. what'd we done in the half sem when he was "AFK"?

Peoples and friends. Think. =)

Btw, I'm not a good example.

I always do my homework last minute.

Play before do. This is me.

( ps: everything written on top wasn't referring to anyone, this is just what I'm thinking. Sorry if I make anyone unhappy or whatever. I'm just being straight forward. )

Anyway,

I wanna find a part time job right now.

damn poor.

going to bankrupt soon. =(

Tomorrow, walk around pavillion + Graphic Goes Green event at the Weld Shopping Centre.

Hmm..

that's all? lol

~Ryoichi ZB~

Today. 17-03-2011

2011-03-17T18:56:00.007+08:00

Yeah It's today. Fei Lou Patrick Mok Mok's Birthday~

First and for most, this is it. A present from me to you!

Edited by me using Adobe Photoshop CS5. Hahahaha! XD

So this whatever happened today...

4.20am sleep.

7am wake up.

8.15am went out.

9.10am reach college.(9am class) XD

Adobe Illustrator class.

11am end class.

Walked to The Weld Shopping Centre to look around~

With College classmates.

Take picturesssss =D

Mineee~~XD

Planning to go pavillion awhile after that geh.

But then since we all donno the way.

We failed. D=

So we decide to walk to nearest mono

rail then settle everyth

ing.

Walked pass Sungei Wang and feel the air-cond awhile,

then walked in Times Square and feel the air-cond again,

and after that walked to Imbi Monorail station.

Haha. Stupid. I know.

Take monorail to KL Central.

Walked into KL Central LRT to reload my touch n' go rapid

pas bulanan,

walked out to the bus stop wait for bus to go Midvalley.

After I reach Midvalley. It was around 1.10pm.

wait until around 1.45pm then mok and woon soon came.

Lol.

then we walked around midvalley about 30mins+++

then finally decide to go in Purplecane Tea Restaurant to eat.

Lol.

eat for 1hour++ (wow)

DAMN FULL! I ate 3 big bowl of rice. :O

Until now still very very full... (7.18pm right now)

while we are eating, Albert came.

then Albert minum carrot milk juice.

Lol.

then after finishing all the stuffs,

Time for photo taking again! haha!

Then me and Mok went back home.

Albert and Woon Soon continue shop at Midvalley.

That's all today!

I think Albert and Woon Soon is still outside. Lol.

Once again and again. Happy Birthday Hengdai~

~RyoichiZB~

cold

2011-03-14T02:56:00.002+08:00

It's so cold...

I don't understand why...

But so cold...

Inside and outside...

Both cold...

I don't wanna get sick...

Drinking more and more water...

really seriously damn bloody cold...

why? Am I getting sick?

NO, pls dont. pls...

~Ryoichi ZB~

Life?

2011-03-12T21:58:00.005+08:00

Just now at Bus stop near my house waiting for the Tempatan bus T510,

I saw 2 Indian kids playing there.

Looking at them make me feel like going back to be a child.

colourful life without worries, without being alone with frens, brothers...

Looking at the dark sky make me feel like I'm just like a star alone at the sky.

My Life?

No stress at all? I really hope so.

Friends?I have 847 at facebook. 229 contacts in my phone.

But how many of them are really my friends?

I wonder how many of them will be there for me when I need someone?

I really cant find even one.

this is my life? yeah, it is.

blah blah blah blah blah...

laugh awhile, smile awhile to forget everything for just awhile.

good. at least there's awhile.

better than nothing.

anyway, just now really had some fun with my frens at midvalley.

Acting stupid on the stage.

dancing and laughing.

choosing clothes to wear.

trying out the clothes.

everything.

really had some fun just now.

thx, Sai Kit, Kim Hong, Hoe Shing, Chek Ping and last but not least Simon. =)

really hope that the time just now would not end.

happy moments always seems to go fast.

=) smiling is the only thing I can do right now.

coz it can really cover up all the things that I'm thinking.

~Ryoichi ZB~

Smile =)

2011-03-03T01:10:00.003+08:00

Stop it. Stop it. Stop it.

Stop thinking!!!!!

Didn't really sleep much these days.

Keep on thinking and thinking.

Can't stop myself from thinking anything.

why is it so hard for myself to do such an easy decision?

The choice that I should make is so easy,

but why can't I make a simple decision.

I want to stop thinking about it.

But I can't.

Headache, feeling sick.

I wanna take some time to rest.

but when I'm not doing anything,

I will start thinking of it.

Then I can't fall asleep.

Oh What the hell.

"Taking a deep breathe"

Okay, time to smile =)

~LZB~

What the hell is happening?

2011-02-28T08:34:00.005+08:00

Weird feeling around me...

After using a short moment to think about it,

The whole thing damn weird...

What the hell is going on...?

I felt like being cheated.

Should I really trust my friend?

Is this world really that realistic?

what the hell.

Anyway, everything has not been confirm yet...

therefore, there's a possibility what I'm thinking is wrong.

(I hope)

Anyway, I'll find out the truth soon...

Btw, I'm not stupid :)

~LZB~

Yesterday, Today and Tommorow...

2011-02-27T03:03:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, 26-02-2011, My friend, Joel's 19th Birthday...

1.30pm woke up. saw 2 messages.

then Okay on.

6.45pm, at Puchong Utama bus stop.

raining damn bloody heavily...=.=lll

wth... under bus stop with umbrella my pants' still getting wet...

around 6.55pm enter bus and reach td around 7.30pm++

then meet joel. then meet yishing. then makan.

then alibaba... then what more? dota. =.=lll

okay nvm. play lo... :)

when we ended the game... it's already 1.30am++ omg...

2am only sing birthday song... LOL. belated birthday. haha.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Joel :)

btw, when I reach home. I realize that my umbrella is missing..-.-

27-02-2011, which is today. now. yeah! right now.=.=

gonna start doing homework. until morning :)

later off laptop to concentrate. haha.

28-02-2011, tomorrow. class. D:

anyway. that's all :)

end.

~LZB~

(=

2011-02-25T22:29:00.004+08:00

It was today...

Yeah, today...

today...

Stop it!

enough of thinking...

play games =)

What's today? haha.

25th February. okay. =)

~LZB~

=)

2011-02-24T00:02:00.002+08:00

Last year today.

Off day. Midvalley. watch movie. sweet chat. whatever.

This year? I donno. :)

~LZB~

HCNY

2011-02-08T23:10:00.003+08:00

Okay, Happy Chinese New Year,

another 3 weeks had past since the last time I updated my blog...

hahaha~

Time sure passes very fast...

haha...

going to be 19 years old this year lo...

another year then my age start with 2...

wow.... really very fast....

I havent start doing my homework...=.=lll

Lolx...

Anyway, Best wishes on Chinese New Year to all my frens~ :)

End.

~LZB~

Updating!!!! BORED!

2011-01-19T00:53:00.004+08:00

2 weeks had passed since the last time I updated my blog...

Oh well... time passes very fast... haha...

My life? full of homework but I'm so lazy to do it...

Breakfast, lunch and dinner not on time... (btw, I've just finish my dinner~ XD)

Okay, my pimples is getting more and more... lack of sleep? Donno....

SO what? I dont care... Hahaha...

Sleep earlier? Sorry, I can't sleep even I want to...

Anyway, it's fine with me... Since I still can wake up early in the morning... Hahaha~

So this is my life!

I am wondering why I'm so damn bloody lazy to start doing my homework...

I know I can finish it if I wanna do... But why am I so lazy? Why??

What to do? Everyday dota? everyday fb games? Is this my life? WTH.

Lecturer said that I am talented... It's that true? I felt that there're still plenty more ppls that are better than me... He sounded like I was superior... No, I'm not... I'm just a normal students that likes to draw!! damn.

End...

~LZB~

Happy New Year? Not at all!

2011-01-04T02:34:00.004+08:00

It was just the third day of 2011...

And something like this happen...

I wonder why this world is so unfair...

Life? No comment!

I hate you, tumor!

End

~LZB~

Face your fears and doubts, and a new world would open to you!

2010-12-29T14:49:00.004+08:00

Today, 29th December...

I've promised that I won't forgot this day...

But the promised should've been broken since..................

I'm wonder why...

Why I can still rmb...

It was so long ago...

Anyway, today should be a normal day for me now... :D

"Face your fears and doubts, and a new world would open to you!"

This is what I've to say! :)

End~

~LZB~

CF 2010 & 十分红演唱会~

2010-12-20T18:48:00.005+08:00

So everything started on Friday...

Chin Sing & me went overnight at Chek Ping's house~

So on Friday night,

We all went yum cha with many otherss at kuchai lama...

then after that we went to Chek Ping's house to dagei then sleep...

Chin Sing only play awhile coz he forgot to bring his laptop charger... HAHAA!!!

So about 4am+, we slept...

then Saturday morning, 8am woke up~

then after preparing for awhile then 3 of us went midvalley...

then Chin Sing go back home to take his laptop battery charger~

then Yi Shing came midvalley to meet me and Chek Ping~

After Chin Sing's back,

then all 4 of us went to CF 2010 at Times Square, Manhattan Ballroom~

So... cam-whore starts~

Chek Ping~ :)

Me~ Hehehehe~ :D

Chin Sing & Chek Ping~

Me~ :DD

Yi Shing~ :)

Chek Ping~ :)

Me and My cousin bro~~ :)

Me and the girl at the games stall

There's many more other photos,

but I dont have much time to upload all...

coz it's about 100++ photos each day...

So that's the end of 1st day at CF~

So after CF day one, we went to take out dinner at Gasoline,

also with Yi Shing's friends...

so there're 6 of us altogether...

After dinner 4 of us went to 十分红2010演唱会 at Bukit Jalil...

and Yi Shing's friends went back home...

We reach there about 8.45pm...

the concert starts at 8.30pm... HAHAHA!!

So we were at so far behind...

Many artist were there...

But I went there just because I want to see 叮当~

Hahahaha~

too bad when 叮当 is on the stage,

My camera lack of memory...><

So I can only record the chorus part...

And so this is the best part of all~:D

So after that,

Yi Shing went back home...

3 of us went to Chek Ping's house again then dagei again~ HAHAHA!!

About 4am something, we slept...

then woke up about 8 something~ @.@

I was so looking forward to day 2!!! XD

but day 2 Chin Sing and Chek Ping have to work...

So they dint go CF on day 2...

Anyway, Yi Shing and another 2 of his friends are ON! hahaha~

so cam-whores starts~~ :D

Me~~~~:DDD

Me~~~~~~ :)))

Full transform ichigo + full transform hollow Ichigo vs me~ HAHAHA!!

YISHING!!!!DAMN LOL!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAH!!

Yi Shing~ :))

Me~~ :DD

Me and my cousin bro~~

when I see him, he already kept all his cosplay stuffs...

so this is the picture of him without any cosplay stuffs~ :)

Haha~ Actually it was 4 ppl...

then after that Zheng Jun called me...

And meet me up at Times Square when 4 of us are having lunch~

So there were 5 in the end...

So this is the end of Comic Fiesta 2010...... :(

another 365 days till the next CF at 2011....><

End

~LZB~

The difference between rich and poor~

2010-12-07T15:57:00.011+08:00

I found out something interesting on the internet...

So I was thinking it might be a very good thing for everyone to understand all these...
It is a book that written by the author "Robert Kiyosaki" and the book entitled "Rich Dad, Poor Dad"
This post is to give everyone to understand the difference between the rich and the poor.
So DO spend some time reading this is you want to understand more about the difference between the rich and the poor.I've summarize everything so that everyone is easier to understand~ :D
So I guess I should start now...

A true tale of two dads — one a highly educated professor, the other, an eighth grade dropout. Educated dad left his family with nothing, except maybe some unpaid bills. The dropout later became one of Hawaii’s richest men and left his son an empire. One dad would say, “I can’t afford it” while the other, asked, “How can I afford it?”

Rich Dad’s Words of Wisdom:
• You are what you Think.
• A job is a short-term solution to a long-term problem.
• A highly paid slave is still a slave.
• Why climb the corporate ladder when you can own the ladder?

(And I guess everyone see this before when we were studying literature)

Good Thinking:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
Robert Frost, from ‘The Road Not Taken’

We must understand the difference between an asset and a liability.
Assets
• Real Estate
• Stocks
• Bonds
• Notes
• Intellectual Property

Liabilities
• Mortgages
• Consumer Loans
• Credit Cards

The poor have day-to-day expenses, the middle class purchase liabilities that they think are assets (i.e., a home or a car), and the rich build a solid base of income-generating assets.
The middle class finds itself in a constant state of financial struggle. Their primary income is wages, as wages increase, so do their taxes. Expenses increase as wages increase. Hence the phrase “the rat race.” They treat their home as their primary asset instead of investing in income-generating assets.
The rich get richer because they keep acquiring more assets and investments to generate more income, which far exceeds their expenses.

And these are Robert Kiyosaki's quotes~
• A game is like a mirror that allows you to look at yourself.
• A lot of people are afraid to tell the truth, to say no. That's where toughness comes into play. Toughness is not being a bully. It's having backbone.
• Academic qualifications are important and so is financial education. They're both important and schools are forgetting one of them.
• Face your fears and doubts, and new worlds will open to you.
• I have a problem with too much money. I can't reinvest it fast enough, and because I reinvest it, more money comes in. Yes, the rich do get richer.
• I still consider myself a little, fat kid from Hawaii.
• If you want to go somewhere, it is best to find someone who has already been there.
• Inside of every problem lies an opportunity.
• Money is kind of a base subject. Like water, food, air and housing, it affects everything yet for some reason the world of academics thinks it's a subject below their social standing.

"The main reason people struggle financially is because they spent years in school but learned nothing about money. The result is, people learn to work for money... but never learn to have money work for them." says Robert Kiyosaki.

So what do you think?

End~

~LZB~

My House -> Midvalley ->Times Square -> Sungei Wang -> Low Yat -> Times Square -> Midvalley -> My House

2010-12-05T23:57:00.016+08:00

This day was actually on 3rd of December 2010....

Which is the day before yesterday...

Okay, Firstly, I came out of my house...
which is about 1pm...
then take bus to Midvalley...
about 2pm reach there...
then meet with Hoe Shing~
Then walk around with him at Midvalley~
Also taking pictures around Midvalley...

Me~ Picture taken @ North Court (Outside Jusco)
Hahahahaha!!XDAfter taking some pictures...
Then we meet up with Weng soon...
He Beh song me.. LOL!! After that, Weng Soon went back to work...
Then Hoe Shing & me went to Time Square together by taking bus to KL central and monorail to Imbi...
After walking awhile at Times Square,
we went to Sungei Wang then meet up with yishing~
Then walk around at Sungei Wang then we go eat at T-Bowl...
The Menu~~My Food!!Hoe Shing's and Yi Shing's Food!!My Desserts... Chocolate Shit... XDAfter our meal at T-Bowl,
Woon Soon and his friend, Simon, find us at Sungei Wang...
Then walking around at Sungei Wang,
& walking around at Low Yat,
then Hoe Shing went back first,
since he got some event going on at YMCA...
so after that, we continue walking around again at Times Square...
Then we went to the monorail station and plan to yum cha at Purplecane, Midvalley~XD

Woon Soon~ Picture taken inside monorail~
So we went to Midvalley,
then drink chinese tea at Purplecane,
Woon Soon and his friend ordered fried rice at Purplecane since they are hungry...
then me & yishing drink tea only...XD
After drinking tea...
Mok came to find us since he off edi....
tat was around 10pm++lolx!!
Then Woon Soon's friend went back home first...
Too Bad I haven't had a chance to take picture of him...
So after Mok came,
We started to find place to take pictures...
Mok keep on use my camera to take pictures...

Woon Soon, Mok & Yi Shing with the largest bear around Midvalley...XD
(ps: I'm lazy to upload all the pictures one by one to this blogspot since it was so slow XD)

So after photo-taking session,
We went to the bus stop...
4 of us... lol..
11pm... at Midvalley Bus Stop... LOLx
After that, U60 came then I enter the bus...
and the other 3 also enter the bus with me...XD
but they drop off at Old Klang road, the Taman Desa Bomba there...
then I, myself inside the bus until the last stop...
Puchong Utama....:(
& it was so lucky that when I reach Puchong Utama,
the T510 bus came...
perfect timing! XD
So I get into the bus... dropped off at the nearest stop...
then slowly walk to my house...
11.51pm reach my house! XD
Before midnight!! HAHAHA!
It's a very nice day.... XD

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[So now what should I do? things were out of order. And there's no one knows about it. Perhaps I'm still not suitable to......]

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End~

~LZB~

My Life? Oh What the heck!!

2010-12-01T13:27:00.005+08:00

Many things happen around me...

This and that... Blah, blah, blah...
Too much and I'm lazy to write here...
Can't blame anyone for these problems...
So this is life huh??

For now, My First Priority = Money!!
Now I really seriously need money!!
I wanna buy this and that and that and that!!!

This is the one of them,
Nokia N8!!!Oh Damn!! This phone is perfect!!

Since now almost everyone is using Iphone...
Then I guess I shall make a little different~ xD

Beside this... I also want a car...
At least a transport for myself to travel around...
Damn... Looks like the only hope is myself to get the car...
My family will never make something like that for me...

But I am really lack of money right now...
Damn hate to take money from parents...
Therefore I want to earn by myself...

But... Can I do that?
Am I able to do that?

End...

~LZB~

Life @ Semester Break~

2010-11-30T01:16:00.006+08:00

Busy days had pass...
Finally it's time to blog...
About 1month +++ never touch my blog... LOLx
So I guess it's time for making some changes~

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Can't understand what's my feeling right now...
It's kinda weird...
Not sad, but also not happy as well...
why?

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Last Tuesday was my assessment,
It went quite good...
the day after that, My semester break started... :D
Finally...LOL
But still got some homework to do although it's sem breaking... :(
Luckily I like to draw... XD

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Many things to write about...
but donno where to start...
anyway...
I'm just going to skip all those that I wanna write...
Haha...

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And it's time to play 'Defence of the Ancients'!!!
Looks high class when I write that...
actually it's DotA... LOL
I've stop playing DotA for damn bloody hell long...
And now I felt to play back...
Not so fun since I play with laptop... :(
But still better than nothing...
Most important, I'm not addicted to it...
If I'm addicted to it then it will be a bad thing...
Now I play DotA, just to release stressessss...(excuses XD)

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It's also time to cut my bloody damn hell long hair!!!
Waiting for Mr Liew Chin Sing's semester break then we'll go cut our hair together!!! lol~

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Damn!!
I want to be RICH!!!!
I dont want to have the feelings of lacking money!!
Damn Hate that!!

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Okay, The last part...
Who want to yum cha with me??
Damn sienz la!!! T.T

End!

~LZB~

things I owned recently

2010-10-12T15:46:00.012+08:00

A month had past since the last time I updated my blog...

Many things happened in this whole month...

Boring days had past...
My homework and assignment is just like a mountain...@@
Today got some free time so I came here to update my blog awhile... :D

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Many new things I owned recently...

My Digital Single-Lens Reflex~ :D
It's a gift from my bro since he bought another better one...
Although it's a bit old but it still function well... :)

And all these were buy since the teacher ask everyone to do so...

Pencils~
2H , H, F, HB, B, 2B, 3B, 4B, 5B, 6B, 7B & 8B
Set Squares...
Artline pen 0.2 & 0.5~
My papers~ XD XD

Plenty of stuffs added into my room and now my room is damn messy...
T.T

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I think that's all to write here...
Anyway...
It's time to continue my homework again....T.T

End...

~LZB~

我……？

2010-09-10T13:31:00.004+08:00

最近都没什么写 Blog了……

因为当我写Blog，就是证明我很闷。

最近都过得很开心……

感谢一个人。

今天我在这里写blog，

因为她不在……

而我就只是一个人……

“谢谢你。”

“Ég elska þíg, Ég sakna þín...”

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朋友？

到底有几个朋友才是真正的朋友呢？

今天，我不想出去了……

为什么要厚脸皮的去跟他说我想出去？

因为他们都不了解，我是抱着什么心情来跟他们讲话。

“不想听就算啦！你以为我很想体内你讲话啊？”

想跟他讨论，但是他却在骂人。

算了！以后不要再找我举办这个那个还是什么了。

要什么自己做！！我才懒得理！！

就这样吧。

我不想再写了。

完

~LZB~

我的心情？

2010-09-03T12:35:00.003+08:00

我最近都没什么想要写 blog……
我也不知道为什么。
不想写。

有些东西还是放在心里就好了……
我的人生就是这样……

哈哈……

一个星期没 update 了。
今天来 update 一下就好了。
:D

完

~LZB~

原来我想太多了……

2010-08-27T23:59:00.001+08:00

原来我真的想太多了。
没关系吧。
这样下去也没什么不好的。
:D

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今天已经是第四天呆在家了，
就快要闷死我了。
还好都不是一个人闷。
C=

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用Guitar弹的那首歌，
只剩下Chorus罢了~
=]

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粉雪ねえ心まで白く染められたなら
二人の孤独を分け合う事ができたのかい？

如果积雪深粉可美白我们的心
我们都可以分享我们的寂寞吗？

If the snow powder may whiten deep to our heart
Could we both share our loneliness?

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没什么其他的想写了…………

完

~LZB~

我说不出的话……

2010-08-27T19:33:00.006+08:00

我很烦…… 不知道到底在烦什么……

我发觉到我自己（好像）喜欢上一个人了。
我也不可以肯定。

会关心她也会担心她……
超出了朋友之间的关心和担心。
为什么会这样？
会一直的等她的回复。
当她回复慢了一点就会开始担心。
但是没胆量说出自己担心她。
只会说“没关系”，“没事”之类的……

她应该还不会到这里看……
也许她可能也忘记说过要来我的部落格看……
所以没关系啦。

我自己都不知道到底几时开始的……
也不知道为什么会喜欢她……
发现到自己可以把所有的秘密都告诉她……
完全不隐藏任何的秘密……

这个就是唯一的秘密。
因为我没有这个勇气告诉她。
我觉得，一旦告诉她，
我们的关系肯定会被疏远。
而且她又有好多人追哦。
我应该也没什么机会吧……

我发现到自己很对不起她。
她发现到我的不妥，
但是我没告诉她。
不知道她有没有气我。
她会不会就这样不理我呢？
我也不知道该怎么样才好。
我可以哭吗？

完

~LZB~

Today @ 今天 @ 今日は

2010-08-25T23:14:00.007+08:00

昨天1.20am++睡，
比平时早睡了。
本来说好要1.00am睡，
但是1.10am++才刚吃完罢了，
所以1.20am++才睡。
过了答应要睡的时间……>.<

但是也是比平时早很多了。

平时是4.00am睡~ 哈哈哈……XD

今天奇怪的地方是，

我5.30am++就起身了。

我也不知道我发生什么事。

那么早就醒。

真是奇怪。

过后就开电脑玩。

玩了一下子就关了。

大概在6.30am++又睡回去。

哈哈哈哈~ 然后9.15am++又醒来了。

又玩电脑…………

大概到12.30pm才吃早餐。

[应该算午餐了吧] 然后玩一下电脑，

弹一下Guitar…………

手开始痛了才休息……

5.00pm左右再吃……

过后玩电脑……

8.30pm冲凉。

10.30pm再吃……

到现在。

1.00am前要睡~

完

~LZB~

僕の思い @ 我的想法 @ My Thoughts

2010-08-24T23:47:00.004+08:00

不知道什么时候，
我开始会关心别人了，
也会担心别人。
但是不知道我这么做到底对吗？
也不知道这么做会不会令人讨厌。

也许我不应该那么多管闲事。
可能不单只帮不到忙，还害别人更难受。
三八的人是不会有好下场的吧……
想帮却帮不上了的感受，真的不好受。

也对啦。
我只是个某某人，也不是谁谁谁，
更加不是神。

[有些事情还是不要写了]

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~神~

神存在吗？？
如果存在的话，神公平吗？
在这世界上，本来就不公平。

この世界は、神はの存在はない。
だからこそ、僕たちは働き者する必要がありますです。

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今天答应了“某某人”要在1.00am睡。
还说了要在12.58am-1.05am之间睡。
XD

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完

~LZB~

好久了，真的好久了。

2010-08-24T09:41:00.003+08:00

我刚起身。
好久了，
真的好久了。
好久没有好好的睡一觉。
睡了7个钟多。
之前都只是睡两个钟头多到四个钟头多罢了。

身体好像也比较舒服了。
要对自己好一点。
:D

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今天应该也是个闷的一天。
我的生活真的是很无聊。
唉…………
看来真的要找东西做了。
但是又不知道要做什么。
闷到要死。
=(

完

~LZB~

Fragments of Memories @ 片断的回忆 @ 記憶の断片

2010-08-24T00:46:00.005+08:00

(^.^)

我发现到，随着时间的过去，
慢慢的，渐渐的，
伤心的回忆也开始淡化了。
即使想起‘她’，
也不会觉得很伤心。

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~给某个人~

我现在这一刻很想感谢一个人，
我觉得那个人跟我比起来更加的惨。
她给了我自信。
让我觉得这世界还没那么的烂。
真的很感谢她。
真的很高兴可以认识她。
一下子就能让我轻松下来了。
我笑了，我真的笑了。
不是戴着面具的笑。
而是真的笑了。

所以，我决定也要让她笑。

"SMILE!! C="
虽然不知道我做得到吗，
但是我已经决定了。
我也知道暂时性，
她是不会来我的部落格看的。
所以我才写在这里。
:D

完

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~给朋友们~

接下来，
我也要感谢我的朋友们。
我知道一部份的你们一直都很关心我。
真心的谢谢你们！！！
:D

完

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片断的回忆
Fragments of Memories

人生就是这样的吧……
现在只剩下片断的回忆罢了……
整个人都开心起来了……
谢谢你，
谢谢你们。

完

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~最近的心情~

最近几天才更新部落格一次。
不是忙，其实是不知道要写些什么。
累……

觉得到时候学习早睡早起的习惯了。
而不是像这几个月的迟睡早起那样。

觉得要好好照顾自己身体。
觉得自己很想关心别人的状况。
不知道“他们”会不会觉得我烦呢。

不知道是不是因为受到太大的打击后，
对自己的信心大度的减少了。
虽然也增加了少少的信心。
但是和以前的我比起来就…………
哈哈哈……XD

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日记:~

8月22日

一整天闷在家。
玩电脑后，又玩电脑，在玩电脑……
都不知道自己的近视有没有加深……
但是我觉得应该深了不少吧……
差不多4点半早上才睡……

完

8月23日

早上有QTI考试。
早上还没到7点早上就起身，
阅读一些在网络上的东西。
7点45分左右开始准备。
一面准备一面玩电脑。
8点半才下楼下吃东西。
8点40分左右出发。
妈妈载。
8点50分左右到考场。
坐着等了很久。
遇到认识的朋友~
Isaac...
一起聊天……
然后他走了，因为他还要上课。
九点半左右终于到我上场了。
车不好驾。
但是我还是顺利的通过三关。
10点左右就完成了。
等巴士等到10点半左右才来。
还没到11点就到家。
玩电脑，没有停过，
到11点晚上，觉得电脑应该休息。
所以就关了，
然后吃东西，
看漫画。
12点多才开电脑。
开电脑后觉得有点后悔关了电脑。
[关于这部分我不想写]
然后就玩到到现在。
决定写完部落格就睡。
因为答应过一个人要早睡。
C=

完

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“真的很感谢你们！！”

现在就去睡咯~

全部完毕

~LZB~

Finally I did it!!!

2010-08-19T20:26:00.005+08:00

Today,
just now,
about 8.30pm,
The Vice-Principal[Mrs Chua] of my college called me!!!
So this is what happen:

Me: Hello...?
Mrs Chua:Hello... Can I speak to Zhi Bin please...
Me: Oh... I'm...
Mrs Chua: Hey, Zhi Bin... I'm Mrs Chua from Mantissa...
Me: Oh...
Mrs Chua: I just want to ask you why you didn't come to Mantissa on Monday? Which is on 16th of August...
Me: Hmmm... I thought I will transfer to In-house Multimedia there to continue my study?
Mrs Chua: Erm... No... Because you still need to take Computer Class & English Intermediaries...
Me: Ohh... So I'm not going to study any design subjects yet?
Mrs Chua: Yes, but after this semester you will be transfer to In-house there to continue your graphic design coarse...
Me: Oh... Then nevermind lah... Cause I'm going to quit Mantissa & transfer to other colleges...
Mrs Chua: Oh... why? You'll be wasting your one whole semester at Mantissa...
Me: Oh well, It's okay... Cause I already made my decision after long consideration... So I'm going to quit anyway...
Mrs Chua: Oh... But this semester you can learn a lot if you come to Mantissa... Okay, let me tell you your classes in your graphic design coarse... Marketing, English Intermediaries, Computer class, 2D/3D design, colour study,etc......[ps: I can't rmb, It's too much...]
Me: Oh... Anyway, It's okay... Cause I already made my decision... So I will quit Mantissa lahh...
Mrs Chua: Erm.... okay... then let me ask you something... Is it you hear any bad rumors about Mantissa so you wanna quit?
Me: Err... no la... This is my personal decision... It's not related to anyone else...
Mrs Chua: Oh... Okay then let me do a survey... Are you not satisfy to Mantissa?
Me: Ermm... no la... I just feel like I wanna stop & rest for awhile... [actually YES]
Mrs Chua: Oh...Then is the lecturer not good or our...
Me: no no no... It's my own problem so not their fault...
Mrs Chua: Oh... It's okay to tell me if there are disatisfaction... Because I want to improve Mantissa...
Me: No no... really not their problem... It's really my own decision...
Mrs Chua: Oh... okay, then which college are you going to transfer to...?
Me: Erm... i haven't really decide about that yet... so mayb I'll rest for awhile then do some part-time first lahh...
Mrs Chua: Oh... then which college do you consider? In-house? The One Academy?
Me: Erm... Don't know yet lahh... Haven't choose...
Mrs Chua: Oh... anyway, I still want you to reconsider to continue another semester in Mantissa then continue on at In-house...
Me: Errm... I don't think so la... anyway thanks for calling...
Mrs Chua: Okay, thank you...
Me: Bye~
Mrs Chua: [no more voice]

Haha... that's it...
So finally I did it!!!
I'd quit Mantissa!!!!!!
XDDDD

END~

~LZB~

僕はできるか？

2010-08-18T01:31:00.003+08:00

僕はできるか？
Am I able to do it?
我办得到吗？

我想了一段时间，
一直在想，
到底自己这样做对吗？

我真的能够办得到吗？
我就快要发疯了。
我自己都不知道是压力还是什么……

我其实有其他的选择，
但是，但是我还是做了……
虽然不知道对不对……
也不知道自己到底有没有能力做下去……
但是我已经开始了。

既然开始了，
就应该继续走下去。

办得到或办不到，
我也是要走下去。

所以，不管怎么样……
我都要走下去。

完

~LZB~

为什么？

2010-08-16T15:01:00.003+08:00

现在的我真的没心情。
写 Blog 就是唯一能让我发泄的地方。
一切都不是我的错。
我一直在责怪着自己。
我很想找个人来出一出气。
但是我会忍……
我不会随便乱骂人。

一直都认为可能都是自己做错这种事才会发生。
但是，其实我并没有做错。
一切都是借口！！
原来这个世界是那么的现实。
我真的没想到是这样的……

被别人背叛的感受……
我终于知道了。

说得好象所有的事情都是我的错。
就连我自己也认为是我自己的错。
但是，
事实就是我做的错根本不算什么……

人生就是如此吗？？
活着就是要这样吗？？

傻傻的我，
被骗了那么久。

为什么？？
为什么不告诉我事实？？
为什么现在才能够让我知道？？
为什么不要永远隐瞒着我？？
为什么？？
到底为什么？？

爱一个人。恨一个人。
不同的地方只有一个字。
但是，当那个字改变后，
所有事情都会变。

完

~LZB~

15-08-2010... Few days had past since the last time I updated my blog...

2010-08-15T20:18:00.016+08:00

Since I am always the organizer...
It makes my quite busy on these few days...
Everything started to plan on last Monday[09-08-2010]
but that time i haven't starting to get busy yet...
The actual date that I am busy is:
11th of August 2010 until 14th of August 2010...
which is Wednesday till Saturday...

On 11th of August 2010...
Which is Wednesday...
I starting to get busy...
Because,12th of August 2010 & 13th of August 2010...
these 2 days outings I have to plan everything in one day...
12th of August is my Kawanz's birthday...
Chin Sing's Birthday...
Then 13th of August...
We plan to go Chanwon's house then give her a big surprise...
At night...
XDD
After that,
On 14th of August 2010...
There's a event at IMU [International Medical University]
IMU Campus Bukit Jalil...
Just opposite of Sri Petaling LRT station...
The event is GAMP [Games Anime Manga Party]...
IMU is the place where my brother is studying last time...
He had already graduated for a few years...

So I shall start with my blog for the past few days...

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>>12-08-2010<<
Chin Sing's Birthday~
We went to Midvalley...
Then buy a birthday cake for him...
We celebrate everything at Kimgary @ Midvalley...
9ppl altogether celebrate with Chin Sing...
3 were from Purplecane Tea Restaurant staff...
Which is, Liping, Khai Swen & Huiyee...
then 6 were from SMKTD...
Which is, Chek Ping, Kuek, Yishing, Weng Soon, Mr Liang...
& ME!! XDD So the plan goes well...
BUT !!!
It was sooo funny that the birthday cake doesn't have candles...
L O L !!!
that person forgot to gave us the candles...
And we also forget to ask for the candles...
That's why...
HAHAHAHAH!!!!

XDD The Birthday boy!! Chin Sing ~~Mr Liang~
Khai Swen~
Liping & Huiyee~
Donno where is Chin Sing looking that time...
Yishing, Me, Chek Ping & Kuek...
Donno why Kuek so nervous... LOLX!!
Birthday Boy sedang dirogol~!!! LOLX!!WS wasn't in any pictures because he is late...
LOLX!!

So after everything is finish at Kimgary...
Some went back to work...
Some go back home...
Only Chin Sing, Chek Ping & Me...
Went for a movie...
We watch 戀愛通告...
A very funny Movie...
L O L X !!!
Just like a 童话故事...
XDD
After movie...
take bus back home...
I didn't went back home tat day~
I overnight at Chin Sing's house...
with my laptop...
Since his house don't have Wi-Fi...
So I can't online...
So,
We were watching drama using my laptop...
I downloaded the drama...
"Next Station, happiness"
“下一站，幸福”
At midnight...
until 4am something...
then only we sleep...
XDDD

This is the END of the day~

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>>13-08-2010<<
Surprise YUMCHA~

Since I overnight at Chin Sing's house...

So,
I have nothing to do the whole day until night...
L O L !!!
We wake up on 7am something...
then get back to bed...
On 9.45am,
we were awake again...
LOLX!!!
this time we never get back to sleep jor...
XDDD

Chin Sing got class on 12noon...
so I went to Midvalley after Chin Sing went to his college...
A L O N E !!!
B O R I N G !!!
NVM...
So, after I reach midvalley...
I walk around...
carrying my laptop...
SIENZ!!!
About 1pm something,
Since I hadn't eat anything since morning...

I decided to eat something...
So I went to Mcdonald,
EAT!!!
Then take out my laptop...
Online~~
^.^
Online until donno what time...
Then I found out there's some event at convention centre...
then after I packed up...
I went to 3rd floor of Midvalley...
Centre court...
The convention centre...
The event is about fashion...
I walked inside...
Then I found out everything inside is for Ladies...
=_=|||
Ladies fashion...
So,
I walked out after 5mins walking around the event...
B O R I N G A G A I N !!
After that,
I donno I walk for how long around midvalley...
What I know is,
I am BORED!!!
carrying my laptop...
walking around midvalley...
alone...
SIENZZ!!!
after that...
I went to purplecane to find Chin Sing...
Since he was working that day...
but...
they say tat he is working at 5pm...
so I waited...
until 5pm...
He haven't come...
OK... nvm...
I go find Weng Soon...
since 5pm is his rest time...
LOL...
So I teman WS for his break time at makan place...
Then I went back to purplecane to find Chin Sing...
He haven't come...
=_=|||
LATE!!!
He reach purplecane about 6pm...
OMG!!!
nvm...
He told me the reason...
LOLX!!!
not going to write here...
HAHAHAHA!!!

So I watch the last episode of,
"Next Station, Happiness"
“下一站，幸福”
At Purplecane Tea Restaurant,
VIP seats for 10ppl++
but I sit there alone...
LOLX!!

Until 7pm something...
I finish the last episode...
then I call MOK...
He ask me to go find him at Old Klang road...
So I packed up,
then headed to the bus stop at Midvalley...
I waited awhile at Old Klang road...
Then He came...
So The Plan for that night Began~!!!

All of us stay at TD first...
Then We went to fetch ppl 1 by 1...
then all of us gather at Sri Petaling LRT...
& Here we go!!!
To Chanwon's house~
LOLX!!!
@ Seri Kembangan...
So...
We all went there...
3 cars altogether...
6 boys & 6 girls...
I am not going to tell everyone who's going but there's no picture...
Because he don't want others to know that he went...
hmm... nvm...

So 3 cars...
Finding the place for so long...
& finally...
We FOUND the place!!!
OMG!!!
FINALLY~
XDD

So,
3 cars were parked...
then everyone get into her house...
LOL!!!
but she is not inside her house...
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
But her mom said that she is coming back soon...
So all of us waited at her house...
LOLX!!!
Finally!!! She is BACK!!!

She is stunned when she saw all of us...
XDD
So we went to somewhere nearby to have a meal or tea...

This is the Picture...
Girls: Pooi Khee, Zin Yi, Chanwon, Chia Chi, Xiao Jing & Lyvia ~
Boys: Mok, Kuek, Yishing & Me ~
This is the location...
It's located at Putra Walk...
After that...
we decide to went to the pool/snooker....
We went somewhere near Chanwon house to find...
But...
We decided not to play at last...
It was a good thing though...
Because the smell of the cigarettes is so damn freaking heavy!!!
So,
We went back home...
1 by 1...
Firstly send Chanwon back...
Then, I was the second one...
since my house is the nearest to her house...
LOLX
It was already 12am something when I reached home...
then I on my laptop...
then upload the pictures at Facebook...
LOLX~
then at 3am something,
I sleep...

So,
This is the End of the day~

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>>14-08-2010<<
GAMP

Saturday, Saturday~
wake up in the morning...
about 8am...
then breakfast with family outside...
then come back...
play computer...
until 1.30pm something...
Then
I went to GAMP...
Games, Anime, Manga, Party !!
At IMU Campus Bukit Jalil...

I reached there about 3pm...
then meet many new friends there~
All were Wee Cheng's friends...
She is one of the cosplayer...
LOL...
She keep on calling me to become a cosplayer...
LOL...

Hmm...
Many cosplayer is there...
but I didn't take a lot of pictures that day...
Not in the mood...
donno why...
LOLX...

mostly the pictures that I taken is Wee Cheng & her friends~
Hahaha...
Hmm...
After the whole event...
About 7pm,
All of us, the group,
went to mamak nearby to eat & drink...
After chit-chating awhile at mamak...
All of us went back home..
One of Wee Cheng's friend fetch me to Old Klang Road,
then I take bus back home...
So unlucky that day...
coz when he was going to drop me off,
the Bus that I am taking just past!!!
In front of my eyes!!!
NVM... wait!!!
about 9pm something I entered the NEXT bus...
Then 10.15pm I reached home safely as usual~
HAHAHA~~
Then, Online...
accept friend request...
LOLX...
upload pictures...
play until 3am something...
SLEEP!!!

That's the End...

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Busy for 3 days continuously...
Now... BORED again....
Nvm...
this is LIFE...

END~

刹那・F・セイエイ
~LZB~

Bored...

2010-08-10T11:20:00.003+08:00

Going to be bored again...
my next driving lesson is not on 11th August 2010,
It had been changed to 19th August 2010...
& it will be continuous...
Means 20th August 2010 will have another driving lesson...
After that, if I am okay with it,
then I will be ready to take the test... :D

but still need to wait for 2 weeks after the first test...
then only the real test...

it was just so bored...
yesterday didn't go out for the whole day...
today also the same...
staying at my house the whole day...
BORED!!!

Why I still don't have a license & a car?!?

END~

刹那・F・セイエイ
~LZB~

It's was just so stupid...

2010-08-09T18:28:00.004+08:00

Yesterday [08-08-2010],
I organize a outings with Kawanz...
Coz there was PC fair at KLCC...
So we went to KLCC...

So the plan was,
First I go Taman Desa,
Meet Yi Shing & Mok around 12.30pm,
Then PMC will bring his car then fetch us,
after that fetch Yoke Shan at Cheras,
Then went PC Fair together...
After that, maybe yum cha...
Then, go back home...javascript:void(0)
Tats was the plan...

But,
the plan didn't work out properly...

So...
this is what happen yesterday,
12.30pm I reach Taman Desa,
meet YS & Mok,
After PMC came at about 1pm something,
Then,
We went Cheras to fetch Yoke Shan,
Okay, still no problem...
Then we go KLCC...
So at first it was no problem

but, after that...
when we reach KLCC,
TRAFFIC JAM...
So we decided to continue...
since we were already arrive...
then very very slowly...
trying to get into the car park...
but, the guard blocked the road...
means...
the car park entrance were blocked...
So everyone have to make a "U" turn...
Then turn to another car park...
At that moment...
We were all "emo"
coz we've been waiting for years for that moment to enter the car park...
but, they blocked it...
So, since the traffic was tooo seriously jam...
We decided to chg place....
So, We chat inside the car to plan which place to go next...
hmm...
At last, There were decision...
So all of us went sunway pyramid...
from KLCC...
so far...
but still we reach there...
After that,
we walk around sunway pyramid awhile...
then find a place to eat...
decision was also made after long time consideration...
SO we went to Pasta Zanmai...
Expensive... but nvm...
Eat & drink...
For me & YS only...
I ordered a curry chicken rice & a hazelnut coffee...
YS ordered a tomatoes sauce no omu rice & latte coffee...
Mok & PMC drink coke...=.=|||
Yoke Shan didn't order...
So she just sit there with us & chat...
Hmmm....
then... Kuek came..
He take years to find out where is Pasta Zanmai...
But nvm,
He reached at last...
then he ordered a apple juice... then tat's all...
So we eat...
then chat...
after that..............
go back...=.=|||
OMG!!!
Stupid Outings!!!!

But at last we still manage to watch a movie...
But only 4 guys...
which is Me, YS, MOK & Kuek...
Yoke Shan was sicked...
So PMC fetch her back...
Then we went to SPARKS at Desa Petaling to watch movie...
MBO cinema... LOLX!!!
this is the first time i went there to watch movie...
We watched "The Last Airbender"
It was a nice movie...
Okay...
So... after that...
We went TD again...
to eat...
at sri neelas...
coz YS say want to watch football...
So... we went there...
I ordered a roti telur only...
but Kuek ordered a nasi goreng pataya then belanja me!!
hahaha...XD
coz the nasi goreng pataya was spicy n he can't eat it...
So... PMC joined us back tat time...
eat & drink again...
Then Kuek fetch me back to IOI Mall bus stop,
then I go back home by bus lo~

When I reached home,
It's already 11pm++
So bath then play computer...
until 4am++ then sleep... haha...

PS:
[I felt so sorry for inviting yoke shan to attend but she didn't really do anything, and she was sicked that moment... she should've stay at home... Sorry...]

END~

刹那・F・セイエイ
~LZB~

Fun!!!

2010-08-07T20:39:00.004+08:00

Yesterday [ 06-07-2010 ],
I woke up at 7am something,
but actually I slept at 4am something...
I din't even put alarm or watever...
& no one sms me or call me...
I just wake up myself automatically...
donno why...]

hmm...
nvm...

Yesterday, I walk out my house at about 1pm++
then take bus to KL sentral, then LRT to KLCC...
with 3 person, Sai Kit, Kenry & Boon Aun...
they help me to buy the tickets for LRT since they arrived first...
3 of them waited for me after buying the LRT tickets...
then they have their lunch over there while waiting for me...
I felt sooo sorry for them la...
since they waited for me for so long at KL central...

I was bored when I am heading KL central inside the bus...
And I also met a person that I never met before...
Wat so special about this person??
He is wearing exactly the SAME clothes as mine...
He is also wearing a jeans!!
The difference is just the shoe & the face!!
He is an Indian if I am not mistaken...
He entered the same bus...
He din't notice me...
maybe becoz I was sitting very very back of the bus...
so we just continue the bus ride until OUG,
he dropped off...
he still din't see me...
noob~!!
Hahahahaha!!!
so that's all about tat noob...
Hahahahahahaha!!!XD

So I reach KL Central about 2.15pm...
becoz traffic were so jam due to the weather...
It's raining on tat moment...!!
so all 4 of us then go into the LRT station there...
then towards KLCC...
when we reach KLCC...
It was so funny...
As we were getting ourselves out of the LRT when the LRT stop at KLCC,
Sai Kit almost cant get out of the LRT...
He need to say thx Kenry,
for putting his hand "in danger" when the door is closing
becoz of that, the door reopen...
so Sai Kit manage to get out of the LRT...!!!
HAHAHA!!!XD
if not, Sai Kit may have to go to the next station then come back...
XD!!!

Okay, after we arrive there,
we walk towards the PC fair,
where we also donno where is it...
I sms my another friend that is working at Purplecane be4,
which is chin yee... then call her...
then she come find me...
Tat time I was standing in front of G2000 KLCC...
LOLX!!!
So she came,
with her sister & 1 of her college friend...
After that, 3 of my original gang walk away jo...
Then I change my gang,
Means:
I follow 3 girls around the PC Fair...
Hmmm....
So we walk around the Fair...
Hall 1 - 5,
so tired...
went A&W and hav our meal....
It was so damn funny right here...
coz the cashier is absolutely, 100% counts wrongly...
nevermind, since the price is lower than normal price,
We don't care so much...
Saving Money is IMPORTANT!!!
lolx!!!XD!!!

after that,
her friend went back jo...
So only me, her and her sis staying at A&W until 5.45pm...
then leave...

then when we reach LRT station,
OMG!! The queue !!!! OMG!!!!!!
So damn LONG!!!
haiz...
nvm la... what to do??
can't change the fact that most ppl is going back home at tat moment...
So after we bought the tickets, went toilet awhile...
It's already 6.15pm...
Then I dropped off at KL central,
She & her sister dropped off at Taman Jaya...
[If I remembered it correctly]

then i wait for bus then go to Taman Desa to YUM CHA!!!
And I meet someone IN THE BUS!!!
another girl...
I know her when I'm working at Purplecane Tea Restaurant, too...
But she is not working at Purplecane...
She is working at Sushi Zen...
Just in front of Purplecane la...
LOL!!!XD

Well, she said that, that's the first time she take a bus...
LOLx!!! compare to me...
OMG!!! big difference...
She is going to Midvalley,
so she dropped off first...
& She also told me that she also just came back from KLCC..
LOL!!!!

Okay...
then I reach Taman Desa,
I go find my Kawanz,
firstly, I go find Yishing,
then dinner together...
btw, tat time is already almost 8pm...
We eat at Fat rock restaurant at TD...
after eating then we chat abit since others were not ready yet...
Xiao Jing come find us... then continue chat a bit..
so after they gaodim...
PMC come fetch everyone then lets go! HAI LAM KOPITIAM...
YUM CHA!!
after that!!!
DOTA at Alibaba!!! woo!!!
yeah!!!
WS join us tat time... he just off only...
so dint join us yum cha... lolx!
so DOTA!
so funny match!!
anyway, nice match!! haha...XD
then after tat...
go back home lo... PMC fetch Mok back...
WS say he is hungry...
so another round at CNC... lolx!!
YS follow us...
so 3 ppl... haha...XD
until about 3am+++
then i went WS house overnight...
We chat in the room until 4.48pm according to my time in my hp...
then sleep... 7.46am awake!!! actually its already too late...
LOLx...!!! XD!!!
coz originally, 7.30am WS have to reach Restaurant U like it...
coz there's a meeting in the morning for him...
hahaha!!!
so he is late... wat to do??
then i went to TD park...
walk around, then go CNC for breakfast...
then wait for bus, then go midvalley...
walk around at midvalley until around 12noon...
then wait for bus, then go back home... sienz!!!
1pm++ reach...
then play computer until now...
havent rest yet.. OMG!!!
but I m soo... hmm... donno how to write...
just can't sleep la...
wat to do??
nvm!!

anyways, tats the END!!!

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

我的 Guitar~

2010-08-06T09:05:00.005+08:00

最近都很得空，也很闷……
所以就一直在学弹Guitar……
弹到左手的手指有点痛……
动了就停，休息一下……
然后舒服了就继续……
哈哈……

一直在学一首很难弹的歌……
[对我来说啦]
可能对其他会弹Guitar的人来说，
只是很简单罢了。
但是对我而言，
真的很难。
因为我很还很差……=(

这首歌其实有点旧了……
但是我觉得很好听所以就很想学会弹这首歌……
哈哈！！

但是我已经学了一个星期了，
才会 Intro 和 verse 1 罢了。=(
[ 其实一天才练习大概30分钟，因为弹一下子瘦就会痛了 ]
T.T
Acoustic Guitar 就是比较容易痛……
如果我用Classic 弹这首歌的 Tabs 就好咯……

但是其实这首歌的 Guitar Chords 很简单。
短短几个小时就学会了……

但是我要学的不只是 Chords 啊！！！
我也想学 Tabs 啊！！！
OMG！！！手真的很痛啊！！
超难的……唉…………

没办法咯，
只好慢慢来咯……
终有一天会学会的！！！
不是吗？？
哈哈！！XD

还有啊，
这首歌的意识也很好，
所以才那么喜欢它！！
是一首伤心的歌来的……

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歌名：「粉雪（こなゆき）」
Romaji: [ Konayuki ]
歌手：「レミオロメン」
Romaji: [ Remioremen ]

歌词（日本語）：

粉雪舞う季節はいつもすれ違い
人ごみに紛れても同じ空見てるのに
風に吹かれて似たように凍えるのに

僕は君のすべてなど知ってはいないだろう
それでも一億人から君を見つけたよ
根拠はないけど本気で思ってるんだ

些細な言い合いもなくて同じ時間を生きてなどいけない
素直になれないなら喜びも悲しみも空しいだけ

粉雪ねえ心まで白く染められたなら
二人の孤独を沸け会うことができたの会　

僕は君の心に耳を押し当てて
その声のする方へすっと深くまで
降りてゆきたいそこでもう一度会おう

分かり合いたいなんて
上辺を撫でていた（なでていた）のは僕のほう
君の悴んだ（かじかんだ）
手も握り閉めることだけで繋がってたのに

粉雪ねえ永遠を前にあまりに脆く
ざらつくアスファルトの上染みになってゆくよ

粉雪ねえ時に頼りなく心は揺れる
それでも僕は君のこと守り続けたい

粉雪ねえ心まで白く染められたなら
二人の孤独を包んで空に返すから

( Romaji ):

Konayuki mau kisetsu wa itsumo sure chigai
Hitogomi ni magirete mo onaji sora miteru no ni
Kaze ni fukarete nita you ni kogoeru no ni

Boku wa kimi no subete nado shitte wa inai darou
Soredemo ichi oku nin kara kimi wo mitsuketa yo
Konkyo wa naikedo honki de omotterunda

Sasaina ii aimo nakute Onaji jikan wo ikite nado ike nai
Sunao ni nare nai nara Yorokobi mo kanashimi mo munashii dake

Konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
Futari no kodoku wo wake au koto ga dekita no kai

Boku wa kimi no kokoro ni mimi wo oshi atete
Sono koe no suru hou he sutto fukaku made
Orite yukitai soko de mou ichi do aou

Wakari aitai nante Uwabe
wo nadete itano wa boku no hou
Kimi no kajikanda te mo nigiri
shimeru Koto dakede tsunagatteta no ni

Konayuki nee eien wo mae ni amari ni moroku
Zara tsuku ASUFARUTO no ue shimi ni natte yuku yo

Konayuki nee toki ni tayori naku kokoro wa yureru
Soredemo boku wa kimi no koto mamori tsuduketai

Konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
Futari no kodoku wo tsutsunde sora ni kaesu kara

（英文翻译）：

The season of dancing,
powdered snow always passes us by
even lost in the crowd,
we're gazing at the same sky
the blowing wind chills us in a similar way

I probably don't know everything about you
yet, out of a hundred million people I found you
and though there is no basis,
I seriously feel this
without quarreling over trivial things
we can't be together

If we're unable to be honest with each other,
happiness and sadness are worthless
if the powdered snow has dyed our hearts white
could we have shared our loneliness?

with my ear pressed up close to your heart
I want to descend quietly into the depths
where its voice leads me
let's meet there once again

I had wanted us to understand each other
but it was I who had just brushed the surface
even though,
just tightly grasping your hand numb with cold

we were connected
before eternity,
the powdered snow is too fragile(falling down)
it stains the surface of the coarse asphalt
powdered snow, you know,
sometimes I'm unreliable and my heart quivers
nevertheless,

I want to continue to protect you
if the powdered snow has dyed our hearts white
our loneliness will be engulfed
and be returned to the sky

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

First Time Driving Experience~ [Manual]

2010-08-05T11:31:00.004+08:00

Today morning,
Is my first driving lesson after I got my L license...
My L license were created on 12th of July 2010...
so according to Malaysia Rules,
I can take the test after 12th of August 2010 ...^^
so it's just after these 7 days, which is also a week from now,
I will be allowed to take the driving test...^.^

but my first driving lesson is today,
AND it's already 5th of August 2010 today!!!
so...
It will be impossible for me to take the driving test so soon...
T.T...

Nevermind!!!
since even I have a P license,
I wouldn't be able to drive so soon,
just because there's no car for me to use!!!
T.T...

there's 2 cars in my family,
1 is for my mom,
the other 1 is the 1 that my brother is driving now...
He is a pharmacies...
working in a hospital at Pekan, Pahang...
about 2 years edi...
But he is driving Perodua KANCIL !!!
I just hope that he can buy a car for himself,
then let me use the Kancil...
But, I donno when will it be... >.<
Anyway,
It is quite successful on my today driving lessons...
This is the first time I drive a manual car...
PS: [I drive a auto car be4, twice!!XD]
Also a Perodua Kancil... lol...
at HQ of the driving academy...
there's large field for learner...

Starting of the lesson,
the instructor keep on talking to me,
telling me this & that,
Telling me :
"What I should do, what I shouldn't do..."
"The 3 steps, control of the accelerator, brake & clutch..."
"The control of the steering wheels..."
"Control of Gear 1 & Gear 2... [ONLY]"
After that,
he showed me what I should do, then...
IT'S MY TURN!!! Okay, Let's go!!!

Firstly, both of us exchange seats [of coz],
Then I, check the wiper & the left/right signer light...
check the gear whether it is at free gear,
check the side mirrors & the mirror in the centre,
adjust the seat to a comfortable possitions,
put on the seat belt... Let's go, baby!!

Starting, I am not steady...
suddenly fast, then suddenly brake...
LOLX!!! XD coz it's the first time I drive a manual...
but it was just within 2/3 minutes...
then steady!!! Speed!!! Accelerate!!!
then the instructor tell me to drive slower...
=(...
he tell me to drive at 15 km/hr...
OMG!!!
It's Freaking SLOW!!!
Even slower than I ride my BIKE!!!
Okay, nvm... slow & steady...
continue on & continue on...
Then I feel bored...
Coz just turning around the field,
& passing a T junction & a small roundabouts..
sienz...
So... I decided to try to make the engine "sei fo"
Hahaha...XD
So, I try releasing my clutch faster when I am in gear 1...
then It WORKS!!! XD "sei fo" jor!!!
LOLX!!!!
then the instructor told me not to release it too fast...
LOL!!!!
but after that I also "sei fo" another 2 times...
these 2 time is not on purpose... XD
so he tought me what to do...
then... continue on few rounds...
then suddenly the instructor tell me to stop...
Then he tell me to becareful & not to drive too fast,
then he LEAVE!!! LOLX!!!
HE LET ME DRIVE BY MYSELF!!!
HAHAHA!!! XD
So I drive...
It was a lot faster without him beside me!!
XD I also on the radio...
LOL!!!!
hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!
then i drive at 20-30 km/hr...
then reach 40 km/hr...XD!!!
I continue on to the 3rd gear...
HAHAHAHA!!!
after few rounds of that place,
I saw him looking at me from outside...
So... I drive slower...
then it went back to 15-20km/hr...
LOLX!!! After that, he fetch me home...
then wait for my next lessons...
which is 11th of August 2010!!!!
6 days to go!!!
He say next lessons I'm going to drive outside...
which is the big road & the highways!!!
AWESOME!!!
FANTASTIC!!!
Hahaha!!!

Anyway,
that's the END of it....C=

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

僕はできる！！！

2010-08-04T10:48:00.003+08:00

我发现到，
原来要把一个人完完全全放下是很难的一件事。

尤其是当我的空没事做时，
我就会想到‘她’……

虽然我……
已经把有关‘她’的东西删除了……
但是有些东西，
还是忘不了的……

‘她’的电话号码我已经删除了。
但是我还是能记得一清二楚……
‘她’的生日日期……
‘她’最喜欢的颜色……
‘她’最喜欢的玩偶……
‘她’最喜欢的偶像……
‘她’最喜欢做的动作……
‘她’最喜欢的宠物……
‘她’最喜欢喝的饮料……
‘她’喜欢和不喜欢吃的东西……
‘她’喝了就会不舒服的饮料……
‘她’的一切，我都能背出来。

我到底怎么了？
说过要放下。
也放下了
但是为什么就是忘不了？
有时候还梦见她……
都已经分手两个月多了……
据我所知，她也有了男朋友……
但是为什么我还是那个样？

我知道我只是个没有用的人……
可能这辈子都找不到属于我的‘四叶草’

有时候，我正在想，
可能我应该要感谢‘她’，
感谢‘她’的绝情……
让我学习了很多东西……
虽然‘她’让我很难再相信爱情……
但是我知道这个世界上还是有真爱的……

也许这一切都是天注定的……
虽然我一向来都不相信神的存在……
我一直都不相信任何的注定的命运……
一直都只相信所有的事情都要靠自己努力才能得到……
我知道这个世界是没有白吃的午餐。

所有的东西都要靠自己努力得到。
虽然有些人比较好命。
出身于比较好的家庭。
但是没有人是可以活在没有烦恼的状态的……
只是烦恼多和少……

我告诉自己：
“放下吧，放下不属于自己的幸福，
开始寻找真正属于我的‘四叶草’吧……
一切就把它变成回忆吧……
就向之前说过的，
也许……
放下就是得到，失去就是拥有，
对的人，会在我决定改变的时候才到来。
加油吧！！
頑張って！！
僕はできる！！”

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

闷死了……

2010-08-03T14:04:00.004+08:00

最近真的很闷……
就快要闷死了。

很想出去……
找朋友喝茶，走街，看戏……
什么都好……
只要不是呆在家里就可以了。

因为家里只有我一个人。
自己一个人玩电脑。
自己一个人吃饭。
自己一个人弹 Guitar。

除了做这些东西，
我就是找朋友。
找朋友出来喝茶。

但是的人都在忙，

只有我一个得空没事做。

星期六回家后，
到现在，

我都没出门，
真的很闷。

不知道要写什么了，
就这样结束吧。

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB

回到我原本的生活。

2010-08-01T20:51:00.002+08:00

现在的我，
回到原本的生活了。

是开心的生活吗？
我也不知道……
怎样都比放不下的感受好很多。
O(∩_∩)O
开心的活下去，
总比想念着一个永远都不会回到身边的人好。

终于放下了，
删除了有关‘她’的东西。
留下的只是回忆。

也许这样比较好吧……

*******************************************************************

现在的我，
很想认识更多的朋友，
开开心心的活着……

最近都很闷，
一直约朋友出来喝茶。
但是朋友们都不是很得空。
只有我是特别的得空。
很闲，很闷……

在家只是玩电脑，
弹 Guitar，吃，喝，睡觉……
然后就没事做了。

为什么大家都在忙，
只有我一个是特别的得空。

*******************************************************************

有看我blog 的人：
如果你们得空的话，
就找我出来吧……
不管是喝茶，走街，还是看戏……
我都 OK ！！！
因为我呆在家实在是太得空没事做了……

今天就写到这里吧…………

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

累……

2010-07-31T20:28:00.004+08:00

好累啊……
为什么咳嗽那么久了还是不会好的？
快点好啊！！
很辛苦啊……
很难睡觉啊……！！

*******************************************************************

现在 Semester Break，
很闷，
过了 Semester Break，
就到下个学期了…………

下个学期……
会在 In-house Multimedia College 读书……
虽然不知道那边好不好……
但是……
我已经决定要去那边读了……

*******************************************************************

暂时都不会去想感情的事……
也许我还年轻，
不应该那么早谈恋爱吧……
也许等我再成熟一点，
才找属于我的另一半，
会比较好吧……

对我来说，
感情不是游戏……
不是说来就来，说走就走的……

*******************************************************************

没有想到，
跟老朋友们喝茶，聊天……
是那么开心的……

昨天晚上[30~07~2010]，
和中学朋友们去喝茶……

虽然聊天时，
分开两帮人聊……
但是还是很开心……
总比呆在家里更好……

昨天晚上喝茶的时候，
我很饿很饿……
吃了两碟，
“ying yong” 和 “福建面”

哈哈！！还是那么瘦……

昨晚喝茶，
喝了两次，

First round，
大约 8点半，9点左右开始，
在 Kuchai Lama 的朋友家人开的一间店那里喝茶和吃东西。
然后喝到大约点 11点半++，

本来说好喝完茶就要去 Taman Desa 的 Cybercafe 打机的，
但是到那边的时候大概 12点左右，
然后我们只是看别人打……
因为刚好也遇到另一班的中学朋友在那边打机……
所以就在那边看罢了……

看啊看……
就到 12点半了，
跟另一个朋友见面，
然后就继续看……

看看下又觉得很闷，
所以后来又决定去 Kuchai Lama 喝茶。
=.=|||...
所以我们只是去 Taman Desa 看别人打机……
然后又回去 Kuchai Lama……

过后就在 Kuchai Lama 的一间 Mamak 喝茶。
那个时候接近1点了，
喝茶，看戏 [在 Mamak 看]
看完戏。
大概2点45分左右，
就回去 Taman Desa，
我也跟着，
然后就在朋友家过夜。
到朋友家的时候，已经3点了，
冲个凉，跟朋友聊一下天，
就四点多了，
睡觉！！

然后今天7点多早上有一个朋友sms我，
我就起床了。
回复一下sms，
开电脑来玩一玩，
玩一下吉他，
大概10点多就出去吃早餐，
陪朋友去midvalley，
因为他12点有做工。

他开工后我就走去紫藤看看，
还好身上带着laptop，
不然就闷死咯。
在紫藤开laptop来玩，
在紫藤吃个午餐 [茶原乌冬面]，
玩电脑，
玩到大概下午3点半左右，
觉得很累，
就开始收拾东西回家了，

到家大概4点45分，
一到家就玩电脑，
玩到现在，
就写blog……
哈哈哈！！！！

*******************************************************************

好累啊……

今天应该会比较早睡觉吧……
太累了……
咳嗽又还没好，
唉……

今天就到此为止啦…………

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

Semester break = Sienz

2010-07-30T10:40:00.004+08:00

I am now in semester break time...
Such a boring time...
Almost nothing to do...

Everyday facing computer & internet...
play online games...
Doing the same thing everyday...
Such a boring life...

Others friends were all busy doing other stuff...
Some are busy in their exams,
Some are busy in their assignments,
Some are busy in their studies...
Some are busy working...
Almost all were busy...

Luckily I still manage to organize a small gathering event...
yum cha with frenz...
It will be fun...
Since I was bored....

I am the only one that is so damn free...
I am now working...
But my job is time flexible...
And I am not ready to work this by myself as a leader yet...
So...
I have to ask help from my leader above me...
But soon...
I will be ready...
to do what I want to do...
And achieve what I want to achieve in my life...

There's many things I want to do in my life...
But I am not able to do it yet...
But soon...
I will be ready...
Very soon...

I am now in a very poor stages...
Because my job were just started...
And I haven't even earn anything yet...

It's OK...
Because I know this is just the starting...
Starting is not easy...
But after I pass through the hard time...
Then it will be very easy for me to continue on...
That's what I know...

There's no free lunch in this world....
We must all work hard to succeed in life...
There's nothing easy in this world...
But there's also nothing impossible to do...
Work hard, work smart...
This is what everyone do to succeed in life...

This is also what I will do...

I think that's all for my post today...

END...

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

放下……

2010-07-29T09:06:00.003+08:00

今天是7月29号了。
距离5月29号已经两个月了，

我一直都没有放下……
虽然嘴里……
说已经把她忘了……
说已经不再关心她了……
说已经不喜欢她了……
说已经不想再见到她了……
说已经把她完完全全放下了……

但是我一直都在说谎……
原来忘记一个人真的很难……

告诉自己不要再关心她……
但是无时无刻还是会想起她，
想知道她在做什么……
但是也没有去问她……
因为已经决定了不再去烦她……

原来爱上一个人是那么难讨厌那个人的……
对我来说，讨厌她是不可能的。

也许我真的应该放下了，
不容易放下，
但是我已经决定了……

已经两个月了……
早就应该放下了……
只是一直都放不下……

‘她’和我在一起的时光，
也就是‘我们’的回忆。
没有可能再回去了。

我发现到我依然还爱着她……
依然还会想着去关心她……
一直一直都觉得自己对不起她……
为什么？
我也不知道原因……

也许我真的只是个大笨蛋。

现在……
我觉得……
我应该放下了……

也许……
放下就是得到，
失去就是拥有，
对的人，
会在我决定改变的时候才到来。

虽然自己也不知道自己办得到吗……
但是……就算办不到，
也要办得到……

这就是我应该做的……
也是我会做的……
放下吧………………

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

Semester Break!!

2010-07-27T21:58:00.003+08:00

考完试咯！！！
闷闷闷……

就是说Sem Break 了。
很得空啊。
得空到闷……

又没钱……
如果有钱还可以去shopping然后爽一下……

很闷啊~！！！

有谁愿意陪我？？？

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

考试咯…………

2010-07-27T07:51:00.003+08:00

考试咯……
等一下就要考试了……

没有什么读到……
不管啦……
考试罢了吗……

好累啊……
不想再读了……
考了就算了……

考完试就 Semester Break 了……
YES!!!
终于放假了……
但是没钱用 T.T

今天就到此为止吧…………

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

明天………………

2010-07-26T15:56:00.003+08:00

明天就是第一学期的 Final Exam 了……
我还没开始读书，
差不多该开始读书了吧……
应该还来得及……

下个学期会去 In-house Multimedia College了，
就是说我不会换学院了呱……
要开始读平面设计了……
In-house Multimedia College 在 Jalan Raja Chulan，
就是说在 Petaling Street 附近咯……

时间还没肯定……
所以我还不知道几时才去那边读……

不知道在那边读设计好不好。
但是既然我已经选择了，
就不应该犹豫不决。

读下去吧……
之后再决定哪里读Degree……
这样应该比较好吧……

过了Final Exam 就是Semester Break 了！！

这就是我的人生吧……

今天就到此为止……

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

25-07-2010，5K1 Gathering!!

2010-07-25T17:02:00.003+08:00

昨天是我举办的5K1的Gathering……
见到好多很久没见的老友……
好开心……

有些我以为没来的也来了。
不错啦都有12个人来。
还有2个见到一下子。

一整天都在外面。
我8.20am就出门。
大约9.15am到MBS。
Mok叫我去的。
10.30am到Time Square。
在Old Town White Coffee喝茶到1.30pm左右。
两点左右又多一些人来了。
去吃东西。
2.40pm左右去唱K。
在Neway。
唱到6.15pm。
过后一个人去拿车。
我们又去Kuchai Lama再吃多一餐。
大约10.30pm就解散。

我一整天都在咳嗽。
唉…………
都不知道即使才好。
星期二还要考试。
辛苦…………

在Gathering 的时候，
还有些朋友问我，
“你不是有女朋友麽？”
我都没回答……
没有想到他们的这个问题，
会让我想到那么多的东西。

昨天我真的很累，
回到家都12.05am了。
1点多才睡。
一睡就睡到今天下午5点了。

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

我到底怎么了？

2010-07-23T17:57:00.003+08:00

我刚到家了。
今天我回校了。
因为是Hari Koko。

今年的东西比起上一年少了很多。
上一年比较好玩。
但是我上一年都没有时间玩。
因为上一年一整天都被捆在华文学会歌唱比赛里面。
没办法咯，
毕竟我是工作人员。

今天我也不知道到底怎么了。
看到‘她’了。
‘她’也看到我。
我们没有说话。
只是经过看到……

本来根老朋友们约好说要一起喝茶的。
到了后，没有想到‘她’也有在……
所以就走了。
我不想看到尴尬的场面……
我不想造成所有人都不开心。
我走了。
则平陪我走。

其实我真的不想看到尴尬的场面吗？
我也不知道。
还是我没有本事面对‘她’……？
终觉得‘她’不想看到我……
也觉得自己对不起‘她’……

唉…………

都已经分开了那么久了。
我以为我已经能够面对了。
但是……我好像还不能……
不知道为什么我的信心那么差。

难道我还爱着‘她’？
应该不是吧……
但是……
为什么我还是那么没用……？

我真的不知道。

唉…………

可能我不应该回去吧……

就因为看见‘她’……
让我想起了我们的回忆……
那些短暂快乐的回忆……
我笑了，但我也想哭了……
但是我答应过自己不会再哭……
所以我没哭……

我……真的那么弱吗？
那么容易就……被影响……？

本来想证明给她看我没有她也可以很好……
但是………………

唉…………

有点对不起我的朋友们，
说好了要一起喝茶，
但是……到了还要离开……
有几个应该知道原因……
但是其他的应该不知道吧……

我的另一个朋友还载我去那边……
虽然去那边也不需要坐车去，
但是我终觉得我做得不好……
也许我还是个没有用的人吧……

唉…………

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

决定了…………

2010-07-22T13:25:00.006+08:00

我已经决定了……
明天我会回校。
我觉得回去会好一点。

这整个星期是我的学院的Study Break。
下个星期就Final Exam了。
多数学院的朋友都在读书。

但是我最近开始越来越忙了。
越来越少时间写blog。
不是因为考试。
因为我要赚钱。
哈哈~
考试我从来都不读。
懒得读。
我就快要破产了。
不可以不赚钱。

我还有很多东西要买。
其中最想要买的就是，
MacBook Pro，iPhone 4 和 iPad

MacBook Pro 13-inch:2.4GHz 的价钱是 RM3899.00
MacBook Pro 13-inch:2.66GHz 的价钱是 RM4899.00

iPhone 4(16GB) 的价钱是 RM3399.00
iPhone 4(32GB) 的价钱是 RM3899.00

iPad(16GB) 的价钱是 RM2650.00
iPad(32GB) 的价钱是 RM3050.00
iPad(64GB) 的价钱是 RM3550.00

没钱买……T.T……
要赚钱买……！！！
我的目标是今年内买到 Mac Laptop ！！！
然后明年年头买 iPhone 4(16GB)/(32GB) ！！！

我现在做着一个不错的生意。
只要我肯努力，
我相信我能做得到。

不知道下一次几时才写blog……

就这样吧……

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

走人咯~

2010-07-17T06:31:00.004+08:00

今天特别早起身……
差不多要出发了……
还有少少时间，
所以就写blog……

哈哈~~
等下就会去C2AGE和Bon Odori……
坐巴士去C2AGE (Tropicana City Mall)，
U60,U43,U82……
然后到大概3点多就要从 Tropicana City Mall 去找朋友，
然后他就载我去Shah Alam 的Bon Odori~
哈哈~~

就快要出发咯~
就到此为止吧…………

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

很累啊……
太早起身了……

要不要回去？？

2010-07-16T21:50:00.006+08:00

朋友告诉我，
星期五是我的中学的 Co-Curriculum Day……
也就是义卖会……

但是我还在犹豫着要不要回去……
因为如果我回去，
我会看到‘她’……

‘她’应该不想看到我。
我不知道自己想不想看到她……
到底该不该去叻……
唉……

怎么办，怎么办，怎么办？？
我不知道……

再看看吧……

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

明天~

2010-07-16T21:28:00.003+08:00

明天我会去C2AGE 和 Bon Odori ……
先去 Tropicana City Mall 然后再去 Bon Odori……

不知道好不好玩……
没去过Bon Odori 这种活动……
是一种 Japanese Cultural Festival 来的……

明天一大早就会出门……
大概7点半左右吧……
在外面吃了早餐就出发咯。
如果有车真好……
T.T……
没办法咯……
只能坐巴士……
然后再叫朋友帮忙载我去~
哈哈~

还好有认识到和我一样对这些东西有兴趣的朋友~
哈哈~~

真的很期待明天会看到的东西~
但是又没钱买东西……
唉……
那边卖的东西应该都很贵……
都是日本运过来的。
不能怪咯……

今天应该会比平时都更早睡……
哈哈~
这样也好……
我差不多每天都不过三点都不睡……

好累……
今天12点前要睡！！！
但是不知道做到吗……
哈哈~
习惯了，没办法……

就到此为止吧……………………

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

我有变吗？？

2010-07-14T23:59:00.011+08:00

我有变吗？
这是我很想问的一个问题。
有啊？我变成怎么样了？

我问过很多的朋友，
一些比较熟的就说：
“有，变成熟了。” / “有，你长大了。”
一些就说：
“你还是老样。” / “你还是这个样。”
好朋友都说：
“你变noob了。” / “变没有用了。”
其实……我有变吗？

我觉得我变了……
但是不知道是变好还是变坏。

*******************************************************************

以前的我，
~有话直说，懒得理别人怎么样想。
~跟朋友说：“走吧，去喝茶。”
~斤斤计较，什么都要省。
~经常在班上说废话，篇废话故事。
~觉得朋友太多。
~什么压力都没有。即使明天是SPM，今天还是会去打机。
~忍耐性很差，一下就发脾气，不管谁对谁错，懒得理。
~别人的事想要理，但是觉得他们想说就说，不想说就算。
~懒得管别人的事。

现在的我，
~什么都不说，想说的都没说。最后都会说：“算了。”
~跟朋友说：“几时要喝酒？”
~值得就买，不用想那么多。
~觉得和朋友没有话题聊。
~觉得没有几个朋友是真正的朋友。
~好像过每一天都很辛苦……
~忍耐性变好了，都会觉得自己没做错人家就不会怪自己。
~别人的事也想要理，但即使他们不说，还是会追究下去，一直问。
~好像很喜欢关心别人，也很希望别人可以关心自己。

*******************************************************************

不管是变好还是变坏。
我都很希望我可以回到以前的生活。
没有压力，自由自在的生活。

但是时间是不能倒流的。
过了就没有了。

有时候真的觉得自己就像个废才，像个垃圾。

很想去喝酒，然后知道喝醉酒的感觉。
很想让自己忘记所有的烦恼。
很想回到以前的我……
很想找一个真正在乎我的朋友。
很想找一个愿意和我共渡一辈子的女生。
很想哭……但是不能哭……
很想知道自己的未来是怎么样的……
很想快点找到属于我的“四叶草”！！！！
很想…………………………
很想…………………………
很想…………………………
很多个很想做的事。
如果全部写出来，
都不知道要写到几时。

我很清楚，
在乎我的朋友很少。
真正在乎我的朋友更少。

这个只要看我的 blogspot 就知道。
我不会把我的 blogspot 分享在 facebook 的涂鸦墙。
但是我的 facebook 的个人主页里面有写着我的 blogspot 的网址。
然后在我的 blogspot 放了一个我可以知道别人怎样进来我的 blogspot 的仪器。
也可以知道他是用什么电脑处理器，什么时候，什么地区，通过什么才来到的。
一个月里面只有一个人是从 facebook 通过来。
可见得很少人去理我的 facebook 的个人主页。
然后来来去去都是那几个同样的人，
因为他们用的电脑处理器，地方，通过的方式都一样。
还有人把我的 blogspot bookmark 下来。不错。
哈哈~
然后我自己来到自己的 blogspot 加起来还多过所有来过的人的次数。
哈哈哈~
所以我对一切都很清楚。
哈哈哈哈哈~
谢谢你们~我知道你们看得到~

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

今天上课……

2010-07-13T08:46:00.003+08:00

今天要去上课。
唉…… 很闷啊……

等一下放课后，
我会去IOI Mall 那边看看有没有 Part-Time 工。
不找工作的话，
会在家里闷死。
也会没钱用。

唉……
还以为咳嗽好了……
那里知道又回来了……

累……闷到累……

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

闷……

2010-07-12T19:05:00.004+08:00

今天和昨天一整天都在家。
就快要傻掉了。

明天又要去学院，
学一些跟平面设计没有关系的东西。
唉……
都不知道日子要怎么样过下去。
明天我应该会去 IOI Mall 那边找一份 Part Time 来做。
一直呆在家里也不是个办法。
一整天面对着电脑。
一天24小时，5-6个小时睡，1-2小时吃东西，
其余的时间的就是面对着电脑。

那么多个朋友，
每个都因为正在学校/学院/大学/做工而忙。
只有我一个是特别的得空。

我暂时性已经计划好这个月的行程。
但是我计划得很多空闲的时间。

真的很闷啊……

四叶草，你在哪里?????

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

My plan on 17th July 2010~~

2010-07-12T11:36:00.005+08:00

This Saturday!!!
17th July~
C2AGE + Bon Odori~
I am going to both event~
then maybe overnight at my friend's house...

So this is my plan on this Saturday :- [There will be changes]

7.00am++ :
wake up~ the start preparing things...
7.30am++ :
bath then get ready to go...
7.45am++ :
pack up my things & Lets get out of my house!!
8.00am-- :
able to reach bus stop... enter bus U60...
8.30am-- :
reach IOI Mall then wait for U43, then enter bus...
9.00am-- :
reach LRT Kelana Jaya... then wait for another bus / Taxi if late...
9.30am++ :
reach Tropicana City Mall!!! Walk around...
10.00am :
go C2AGE (Cosplay, Comics, Anime & Games Exhibition)~
take pictures~ ~ ~
1.30pm - 2.30pm :
find something to eat... then go back to the exhibition...
5.00pm - 6.00pm :
Goodbye to C2AGE, get ready then go Bon Odori at Shah Alam~
6.00 - 7.00pm :
reach there... have fun... take more picturesss~~
10.00pm - 11.00pm :
Goodbye~ Bon Odori... then no more plan~.~

Getting crazier and crazier!!!

END...

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

不了解自己。

2010-07-12T01:10:00.003+08:00

我觉得我并不了解自己。
一直做一些自己不想做的事。
应该开心的时候，
为什么我就是不开心？

很希望我自己正在发着梦。
我很想回到今年年头的感觉。
没有压力，
单身汉一个。
不用想那么多。
只是一直做工。
那种感觉怎样都比现在的感觉好几百倍。

我现在也不知道自己要的是什么。
想要做什么都不知道。
做东西都没有想过后果。

应该很多人讨厌我吧。
他们没说，
但是我感觉得到。
如果我对他们来说真的是很烦的话，
为什么不告诉我呢？？
不需要特地的避开……
我自己会离开……

我很想哭。
但是我知道不可以。
做男人做到我这个样，
真是没有用。

不知道真正可以明白我的情况的人有几个。
在我朋友当中可能一个都没有。

我都不知道自己还可不可以继续走下去。
很怕我自己会放弃。

我很希望我可以什么都不想。
什么都不用理。

但是我办不到，
我一直在找一个我能真正全心全意相信的一个人。
然后告诉他/她我所有面对的问题和烦恼。
本来我以为‘她’就是，但是她不是。

也许是天注定我要面对这些问题吧。

哈哈~

好累啊，睡觉~

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

Is everyone in this world judge others by what they look??

2010-07-11T21:40:00.004+08:00

There are many kind of people in this world...
Most of them judging others by what they do and what they look...

Well...
To be honest,
I am also a person that judge book by its' cover...
But now not anymore...

The mask that I am wearing all the time shall be taken off...
Face everyone by who I really are...

But still...
there are people...
that judging what I will do...
Not just once...
ALL THE TIME...
I HATE THAT!!!

Really hate that...
If you don't know who am I,
Plz do not judge me from what I look...
Even there are people among my frenz do that...

What I think is...
If you are going to judge what I will do afterward,
plz be sure you know who am I...
and plz trust whatever that I tell...

There will be no reason for me to tell a lie to my friend...
Unless it will be better for them...
Don't ASK me question if you don't trust me...
What I think is...
Believing is a important fact to be friends...

If I doesn't believe that person,
I will never ever tell something to him...
So, if you don't believe what I say then I will not say again...

That's all!!!

END...

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

Why everything is not according to plan???

2010-07-11T20:59:00.005+08:00

Many things had happen this year...
why is everything that I plan isn't succeeding?
I am now very confused...
confused about how should I continue on...

Last year,
I have a plan...
which is, working this year, then go National Service,
after that only decide about the place for me to study...
That will be 1 whole year plan...

But...
everything mess up because......
the original plan was go NS and after that only decide about the school...
but I dint went to NS... just because of someone...
I am a big fool...
Why I dint go for NS...??
I have regret about that choice for not going NS...
To skipped NS,
I decided to go for college...
then now,
I am in a college that no one knows...
I am so stupid for choosing a stupid college...
Just to skipped my National Service...
I am a FOOL!!!

Now, I end up being dumped and became a fool...
Tears fall... What for??
For a person that I loved but doesn't loved me??
My Life is all mess up just because of someone that hate me...
I will never ever trust another person like I trusted her BEFORE...!!
Never!!
I will live on and the future if "we" meet each other,
I will become a successful person...
And "she" will regret whatever she done to me...
Anyway, "she" will have my thanks...
Thanks for the experience...

And now...
I have to re-plan my life again...
I have to change my plan...
New Part-Time Job, New place, New Frenz...
I have to change everything...

I had wasted a lot of money that my parents earn for me to go for college...
I feel sorry...
Sorry, that I had let all of you down...

So...
If I really going to change my current college...
I will never use their money anymore...
I shall pay myself for the mistake that I had made...

I have wasted a lot of time...
I have wasted a lot of money...
Now,
I shall make it back...

I will never let down of my parents, my brother and my friends...
Thanks a lot, bro...
I will never make another mistake again...

I will live on & become a useful person...
become what I dreamed becoming in the future...

Thank You EVERYONE!!!!

END...

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

我……？

2010-07-10T16:40:00.002+08:00

问过了很多朋友。

他们都建议我乘早换学院。

找个至少有少少名气的学院。

不需要很出名，

但是至少要听了名字后知道是个学院。

这样会更好吧……

现在我会继续观察这间学院的状态。

如果下学期我还没开始学设计的话，

我就会换！！

不可以再呆在这间学院。

发觉到，

当初实在是太紧张选了。

没有看清楚，就做决定。

如果我真的换学院的话，

首先应该会被爸妈讲，

被爸妈说了一下没有什么关系

但是我觉得重要的还是学院好不好。

就这样浪费了一年的时间。

如果真的换学院的话，最快都是明年一月开始读。

还有可能明年四/五月才开始读叻……

***************************************************

还有就是，

我要开始学车了。

对很多人来说其实已经有一点点的迟了。

但是如果和我哥哥比的话，

我还算早学车的……

哈哈~

但是我总是觉得拿了驾驶执照后，

我也有很大的可能性没车驾。

因为哥哥把妈妈的旧车( KANCIL )，

驾去 Pahang 那边用。

然后妈妈的车她自己也要用。

唉……

没关系吧……

反正驾车的费用也很高，

就当着省钱咯……

哈哈……

所以拿了驾驶执照后，

我会希望我老哥快点出车……

哈哈……

其实他应该没有问题出车吧……

等他出车我就有车用咯~

虽然只是 ( KANCIL )，

但是也是一辆车啊~

哈哈……

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

选择。

2010-07-09T02:00:00.003+08:00

关于我的未来，
现在我有几个选择:

1.　继续在我现在的学院读
2.　Ｓａｉｔｏ
3.　Ｄａｓｅｉｎ
4.　ＴＡＲＣ
5.　ＳＥＧＩ

Ｔｈｅ　Ｏｎｅ　Ａｃａｄｅｍｙ已经不在选择里面了，
学费太贵。

正在想着应该怎么选。

Ｇｒａｐｈｉｃ　Ｄｅｓｉｇｎ
真的是我想要读的吗？

连我自己也不清楚。
当时真的不应该随便选学院。

我一直都想要读上Ｄｅｇｒｅｅ，
甚至想读到比Ｄｅｇｒｅｅ更高。

虽然自己也不知道自己为什么要读到那么高。
其中一个原因是‘成就感’吧
一直都希望自己在事业上有成就。

***************************************************

今天，应该说昨天，出去时，
遇到很多个朋友，
剪了头发。应该说弄薄了头发后，
走了一下街。
没拿薪水，因为他们已经帮我ＢＡＮＫＩＮ了
又走一下街。
遇到的其中一个朋友告诉我很多东西。
我也想了很久。
我觉得他说得没错

***************************************************

人，
不应该把自己封印在谷底里。
不应该一辈子做个井底之蛙。
不应该永远只在一个地方做一样的东西。
不应该死板。

人，
应该要懂得怎么样做出选择。
应该要去学会做别的东西。
学会更多的东西。
吸取更多的经验。
认识更多的朋友。
懂得更多的东西。
这样才能成功。

***************************************************

虽然我也只是个ｃｏｌｌｅｇｅ　ｓｔｕｄｅｎｔ，
还没成功。
但是这些都是我的想法。

我相信我以后会成功。
虽然还要很久的时间。
但是我会努力让自己做到最好的。

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

今天，明天……

2010-07-07T19:24:00.009+08:00

今天早上，

去了学院后，
喉咙很痛。

所以决定去买这个。

开了当然先吃了第一粒咯……但是过了不久……我又吃第二粒，第三粒……到现在总共吃了五粒……所以就剩下这些咯……还有很多所以我不担心……
哈哈……
放学后，
和那边的朋友去吃东西然后就回家……
回家一定要经过 1 Utama 所以就去那边看一看，
就这样看到ＳＯＮＹ有展览，
就走去看一看咯，
因为刚好也想看 headphones，
就去看咯……
但是展览那边没有 headphones，
然后那边的一个人就跟我讲点里面有，
然后我就走进去看咯。
那时候心里面只是想着要买一个方便带来带去的。
就看到这个，然后买了……
ＲＭ７９
有少少伤钱包……
哈哈……
我已经开来用了……
蛮好用的。
ＳＯＮＹ的果然比较好……
还好ＭＰ４也是买ＳＯＮＹ的。
不然我一定会后悔……

明天没有上课叻～
爽～
本来是有上课的，
但是教授有事才不能上。

所以明天我会去ｍｉｄｖａｌｌｅｙ拿薪水。
然后就得空没事做了。
唉……
闷～

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

喉咙痛……

2010-07-06T19:52:00.003+08:00

看来我的喉咙痛得一天比一天严重。
我自己都不知道发生什么事。

最近喝的水超多的。
去厕所的数量也超多次的。

要怎么样才能好呢？
唉……
很辛苦啊……
睡不够……

不管几迟睡都会早醒。
还好在外面时，
咳得还好。
在家就厉害咯。

唉……………………

完

刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~