I don't understand

What happen to me....?

Why become Insomnia out of sudden...?

Why ?

It was so long ago...

It shouldn't a concern for me anymore...

Why....?

Conflist of different feelings suddenly just came in...

Nostalgic...

Endless Story.

Regards

Bin

Looking Back at My Memories

Due to "some" reason happened yesterday...
I'm here...

I'm here to read back my memories of my blog...
Many had happen since then...
Best Friends changed from time to time...
I no longer hang out with those I used to hang out with...
It's really nostalgic to look back all these...
Really...
Although some are still contact, but some are really no longer in contact...

I really thought that my blog no longer have reader...
Even myself had forgotten I left something here...
Thanks...


Unfinished

Best Regards
Bin

Life is getting Tougher

It's already September 2015,

It's already more than a year since the last post...

Many things happen, Many things...

Let's get things summarize up....

April 2014

Had an accident that changed my entire life...

It was on 28th April 2014, approximately 10.30pm

 Yes, It might look serious (IT IS SERIOUS)

But luckily there is only minor injuries.

 Doctor gave me 1 week MC,

eventually I use 2 days to settle things that need to settle,

and yeah, I'm back to work.

Million of Thanks to Fion,

She borrowed her Pink Myvi for me to drive for around 3 months +++...

until I get my car back...

I really appreciate that...

On August 2014,

I finally get my hand on my first car that bought by myself...

Thanks to Mr Henry Ho (Shermyn's Father),

that help me in getting this car,

Thanks...

May 2014

Almost gonna use my savings to this for 'her'...

Well, I didn't.

I guess I made a correct choice...

June 2014

Something happen between 2 of us...

She thinks I'm not available for her as she wants more time to be with her...

I'm unable to do so as I'm working in Retail line,

Can't really have too much time...

It might sounds like excuses...

Yeah, It is, Maybe...

Conclusion,

I'm not the right one for her and she is not the one for me...

And yeah, I'm officially back to single...

July 2014

I think most of my friends knows,

I'm totally addicted to this game,

and yeah, I get my hands on the 1st edition Chain Chronicle Artbook.

Get a limited edition card !

Ya, It's kinda useless card. Lol...

2nd Photoshoot for FF Type-0, Jack

Special Thanks to Photographer Michael Ooi for below photo + editing

August 2014

Bought my favourite character for all times.

Squall Leonhart

Haven't cosplay as him yet, till now...

(Backlog)

September 2014

YOLO Penang trip ~

Esprit Annual Dinner~

And 30th September 2014, Last day at Esprit Parkson One Utama...

October 2014

1st October 2014,

Permanently transfer to Esprit Pavilion

Greater Challenge, Greater Experience...

Sales Supervisor In Training.

Great Experienced and had plenty of fun that time. 

My 22nd Birthday

Even though it is 2 days later than the actual,

Still, Thanks and I really do appreciate.

30th October 2014
Challenge and Fail.

Times Up~ Left this much...

It took me 12mins+ to finish...

November 2014

Nothing much happens... guess I'm busy that time...

December 2014

CF 2014

Cosplay as Favourite Character from my favourite game Chain Chronicle...

Yup a bit fail, due to last min...

2014.

It wasn't a good year for me...

Lost phone earlier of the year,

Lost car in the middle of the year,

Lost someone special...

And there comes 2015,

January 2015

Went to Malacca for retreat with colleague

February 2015

11th February 2015,

Went to Broga Hill for the 3rd time with Secondary Friends.

On the same day after back from Broga...

Some random motorcyclist hit my side mirror and ran off...

14th February 2015

Valentine's Day.

Maggie at home... lol...

Btw, I never actually celebrate this day before in my entire life...

:/

17th February 2015

Setting up for Genting Warehouse Sales...

March 2015

1st March 2015

Lou Sang with Ex Colleague at Purplecane Tea Restaurant.

4th March 2015

Solo Coffee-hop for the first time at Coffeegrapher

This was my off day and also the last day I worked at Pavilion

5th March 2015

Transfer to Esprit Sunway Pyramid...

April 2015

22nd April 2015

Went to Sungei Lembing at Pahang.

Nice place to relax.

Will definitely go there again with someone that have same interest...

(Hope that I can find one that has)

Lost Samsung Galaxy S4 during Jungle Trekking at Waterfall at Sungei Lembing...

6th February 2015

Got myself Mi4,

First Selfie taken...

11th April 2015

Fion Alma Woo Huey Shuen B'day~

May 2015

16th May 2015

Yolo Tea at SS2 Wong Kok Char Chan Teng

After Wong Kok,

Went to BK3 Mamak for the continue tea...

I would never forget this day...

Because this is the starting of the day that I will need to start to bare real commitment...

23rd May 2015

Dinner and Tea after work~

24th May 2015

First Time went to After Black~

On the same day at night

25th May 2015

2nd time After Black

June 2015

5th June 2015

Tea with Friends at Doors Cafe.

21st June 2015

Karaoke with Colleague~

July 2015

7th July 2015

Steamboat Farewell for Mandy

20th July 2015

Open House at Watie House.

23rd July 2015

First time flight.

To Bangkok for vacation

At Bangkok,

It was a very fun trip to Bangkok,

Really relax well there...

Hope have another chance going there again...

August 2015

1st August 2015,

YOLO to Sepang Gold Coast and Mitsui Outlet Park

8th August 2015,

Sam and Cathrys Birthday Party,

Thanks for inviting~

10th August 2015

Super LOLOL playing the spin chair at One Utama Shopping Centre...

11th August 2015

Celebrating Watie's Birthday at Loudspeaker Setia Walk.

22nd August 2015,

Took a photo with Aimee at VAX~~~

30th August 2015

Super YOLO last min plan with Zerrick

Prison School

On the same day at night,

Movida~ with Zerrick, Derrick and Gary...

Gary has already fallen asleep this moment... lol

September 2015

5th September 2015

Derrick Graduation Convo~

Working that day but it's my breaktime.

6th September 2015

Rekindle with Zerrick~

11th September 2015,

The Beer Factory with the gangs~

Still remember that we actually drink until 5am....

at mamak after TBF...

13th September 2015,

Photoshooting at Cup Cat Studio~

Thanks to everyone~

Really had lots of fun during the photoshooting session....

And some really awkward moments.... > ///// <

Sorry.................................

Really Hope that there's 2nd round...

:)

16th September 2015

My official last day working at Sunway Pyramid

Had a great time working with them,

Hopefully my future team is a good one too...

Conclusions.

My life are just getting harder and harder...

Salary increase but commitment too...

Sometimes I really would like to find someone to talk about my feelings,

so that everything will not just keep by myself...

I just don't know...

I don't know who...

I don't know how...

Sometimes, I really need someone to talk to...

But who can I really rely on?

Speak out, speak out.....!

Maybe I just need a hug...

Am I Weak? Maybe...

And today 21st September 2015...

Looking back at what had happen so far.... 

Really do makes me happy...

for a moment...

But I'm not...

I tried my very best not to think about all the problems that facing right now.

But the only solutions is to stop being alone. 

Whenever I'm talking with someone else,

I will just somehow get rid of that stress feel for that moment.

And everything will just came back after I reach home alone...

Distraction.....distraction... I need that....

Really hope that my life will gets better...

Thanks for reading...

Endless Story...

Best Regards

Ryoichizb