After that...

2 more days and it's July...

It has been a month since the last time I blog...
Was so busy before... and finally there's a small break...
And tomorrow is my graduation convocation...

and there it goes 3 years...

College life was a total mess...

hate most of it and like some part of it...

I'm still thinking whether to continue studies and get a degree or just start working...
It's like another 2years of mess?
I just hate my life right now...
there's lots of opportunity for me to turn another way towards a different path...

and sometimes I asked myself, what is the reason I study in the first place?

Somesay, "To ensure a brighter future"

Yeah, it is able to help prevent dying from hunger...
But it isn't gonna bring myself rich that way...

lonely?
Sometimes, yeah...
Sometimes, not really...
plenty of chances for myself to get rid of that status but I chosen to stay at it.

I'm so tired...
Maybe I'm just being lazy?

Hate my life right now...
I wanna make a change...
Am I able to do that?

Again, I'm beiing sentimental...even after a month...
I just need a long break... I think...?


RyoichiZB