thanks

Yes, I knew everything gonna happen this way in the begining,
now it's like this,
and I can't do a thing about it... life is just damn...

Trying my best to live like before,
Smile like always,
talkative, hyper-active...

even though there's time where I might still need to stay quiet.
to concentrate thinking what else that I should do to stay strong.

Friends...? I was blind before.
But I'm not now,
I just found out that, there're still some of my friends that always with me,
even though I always just damn doesn't care about any of my friends sometimes,
I hate this me sometimes, I should'd treat my friends better...

thanks, to all passers-by,
thanks, to those that likes me.
thanks, to my friends,
thanks, to those that hate me,
thanks, everyone...

My father is having High-blood pressure,
I'm not a doctor, can't do a thing about it.
feeling useless when I can't do any help about this situation...
am worried... and hoping that I won't cause any burden to him.
I will try my best to keep myself up, won't be asking for money.
thanks...

RyoichiZB