New year New Life ?

New Year New life?

It's just another year.
Thought that my life will become better,
but this year is just damn full.
I need more time to relax.
I need more time to rest.I need more time to chill.I need more time...

Stress year stress days stress life...
It's just tiring to know that almost all the things have to do it myself...
family started to rely on me.
I'm force to stay stronger.

Sometimes I need a place to release stress...
Sometimes I don't know how to make all these into words...
Sometimes I think people around me doesn't think like what I do...

I'm not saying that I am much better than anyone...
I just felt that they will not be able to understand what I truly felt...

Maybe I really need someone to be able to listen to what I say...
Maybe I just too stupid and unable to figure these by myself...
It's all just came too fast...
I wanted to prove to everyone that I'm capable doing this and that...
But sometimes it's just too much...
Maybe I still need much time to figure out what I am really able to do...

It's just damn tiring...Please... let me rest...

Incomplete?

RyoichiZB