Regrets...?

If we can return back to the time where she doesn't know anything,
I won't say that any more.

That's the reason that changes everything,
I hate everything happen this way.

I failed.
Yeah, I've failed.
It's the first time ever I drop till this point.
It's the first time ever I felt this disappointment.

I regret every path that I've taken,
I hate this kind of me surviving in this planet.
Sometimes it felt like the world would be better if I disappeared.

I think my body can't withstand to these any more.
My nose, heart-beat and even my stomach is not like before any more.
I hate the way I talk.
I hate the eyesight from everyone.

Seriously, I wasn't trying to be cocky or what.
To tell the truth, I'm jealous.
I'm jealous to the way she treated any one besides me.
yeah, ANY one.
Maybe, I'm just damn tired.

Perhaps making myself away from anything about her it's better.
But no matter how much she hate me,
I can't change the fact I fall for her.

I hate my life being this way.
FML

whenever she is away, I felt like "foreveralone.jpg"
accidentally fell too deep making me tired.


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