Is everyone in this world judge others by what they look??

There are many kind of people in this world...
Most of them judging others by what they do and what they look...

Well...
To be honest,
I am also a person that judge book by its' cover...
But now not anymore...

The mask that I am wearing all the time shall be taken off...
Face everyone by who I really are...

But still...
there are people...
that judging what I will do...
Not just once...
ALL THE TIME...
I HATE THAT!!!

Really hate that...
If you don't know who am I,
Plz do not judge me from what I look...
Even there are people among my frenz do that...

What I think is...
If you are going to judge what I will do afterward,
plz be sure you know who am I...
and plz trust whatever that I tell...

There will be no reason for me to tell a lie to my friend...
Unless it will be better for them...
Don't ASK me question if you don't trust me...
What I think is...
Believing is a important fact to be friends...

If I doesn't believe that person,
I will never ever tell something to him...
So, if you don't believe what I say then I will not say again...

That's all!!!


END...


刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~

Why everything is not according to plan???

Many things had happen this year...
why is everything that I plan isn't succeeding?
I am now very confused...
confused about how should I continue on...

Last year,
I have a plan...
which is, working this year, then go National Service,
after that only decide about the place for me to study...
That will be 1 whole year plan...

But...
everything mess up because......
the original plan was go NS and after that only decide about the school...
but I dint went to NS... just because of someone...
I am a big fool...
Why I dint go for NS...??
I have regret about that choice for not going NS...
To skipped NS,
I decided to go for college...
then now,
I am in a college that no one knows...
I am so stupid for choosing a stupid college...
Just to skipped my National Service...
I am a FOOL!!!

Now, I end up being dumped and became a fool...
Tears fall... What for??
For a person that I loved but doesn't loved me??
My Life is all mess up just because of someone that hate me...
I will never ever trust another person like I trusted her BEFORE...!!
Never!!
I will live on and the future if "we" meet each other,
I will become a successful person...
And "she" will regret whatever she done to me...
Anyway, "she" will have my thanks...
Thanks for the experience...

And now...
I have to re-plan my life again...
I have to change my plan...
New Part-Time Job, New place, New Frenz...
I have to change everything...

I had wasted a lot of money that my parents earn for me to go for college...
I feel sorry...
Sorry, that I had let all of you down...

So...
If I really going to change my current college...
I will never use their money anymore...
I shall pay myself for the mistake that I had made...

I have wasted a lot of time...
I have wasted a lot of money...
Now,
I shall make it back...

I will never let down of my parents, my brother and my friends...
Thanks a lot, bro...
I will never make another mistake again...

I will live on & become a useful person...
become what I dreamed becoming in the future...

Thank You EVERYONE!!!!


END...


刹那・Ｆ・セイエイ
~LZB~