≈ A Synopsis ≈
Many things happen in 2012,
Quite a stress year...
was so happy on the first sem of this year at college.
but was so sad on the second and third.
I love, but was hated ; I was loved, but I hated.
It's like impossible to find someone special.
was trying my best not to think about it.
but, it was impossible.
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≈ Something to say about Myself ≈
Being such a straight forward guy doesn't bring any good to myself.
But at least I'm being honest to myself.
I lie if I had to but I hate to.
It's just doesn't felt like myself.
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≈ I'm... ≈
I'm not good enough for her...
Absolutely not enough, I know..
Excuses? Come on, it's fucking truth la...
It's a pain when I stalk.
It's a pain when I accidentally saw.
It's a pain when I miss.
It's a pain when I felt that I can't do anything for...
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≈ Friends? ≈
Friends, I found out that I have few.
Not much, but at least there're able to understand me well...
At least they aren't like others...
Sometimes I really hate myself for being so different to different people.
it's like I had group my friends and there's zone where I treated them different.
Why can't I really just be the same to everyone?
The only reason that I found is, they are not able to understand my language.
Not much capable of understanding my words...
All my words is like a direct critical hit to them, while they do not understand the background.
I hate to explain much. I don't care even if they can't understand.
Coz it just meant that we are from another world...
I "zone" every each part of friends list in my brain,
Yeah, it's just to let myself to be able to separate my language that will be use to communicate them.
It will also create a barrier that they will never ever be able to cross that zone...
Yeah, I know I'm bad.
But do any of you know I'm badly injured as well?
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≈ Good Stuffs? ≈
Enough talking about bad things and actually there're some good things happen in 2012 too.. :)
≈ On 25th October 2012 ≈
~First Round~
So this is the first round of the day,
I went to Berjaya Times Square,
With College Colleague,
Watching 'Silent Hill',
and having a Meal @Old Town White Coffee
Me~
All of us there..
~Second Round~
So after everything done at Berjaya Times Square,
I went to Wong Kok Char Chan Teng @SS2,
With Secondary Colleague,
The 'Birthday Teh Tarik' @ Wong Kok Char Chan Teng
Me and Chek Ping
~Third Round~
Then after 2nd Round ended,
We went to Food Talk @ Kuchai Lama
This round just 4 of us,
which is Kenry, Chek Ping, Ashley and myself :)
the weird drinks there~
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≈ Life as a Cosplayer ≈
So that was about my ordinary life...
Yeah, I do have one extraordinary one...
Cosplay life.
It brings me happiness and friends...
They are tons of people that are unable to understand the feeling of getting into this cycle.
And it's like singing to a cow if trying to explain to them...
So this is what I have done last year in 2012...
Event
~C2AGE 2012~
< DURARARA!! >
Orihara Izaya (me)
Shizuo (Alex)
~Outdoor Photoshooting~
< Sengoku BASARA >
Uesugi Kenshin
Ichimaru Gin (me)
Halibel (Yuki)
Yeah, I'm definitely not a Professional Cosplayer...
Still a noobie... :c
Sorry if there's any mistake there in the character that I cosplay. >_<
Next plan?
U Guess! :p
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≈ It's 2013 ≈
And so 2012 has come to an end...
It's already January 2013
It's totally a new beginning and college life is gonna end very soon...
I hope I'm able to cope with my stresses...
~Target of this Year~
● Better Laptop ●
● Better Phone ●
● Filling up my Wardrobe ●
● Thicker Wallet ●
● Sleep more... lol ●
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≈ An Unforgettable memory ≈
Anyway,
Today is 3rd January 2013,
2 years had passed since then...
My tears still fall and I wonder why?
I miss you... I really do...
I hope you are really resting peace up there...
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To Be Continue...
RyoichiZB