For I, me and myself...

Life is unpredictable,
Life is killable,
Life is time passing by,
Life is doing right things at right moment.
But my life? doing wrong things at wrong moment.
I planned, but was ruined.
I love, but was hate.
I do, but was undone
I wanna do something different, but I failed.
Sometimes I really wonders how much I really care,
eventually almost everything,
Yeah, I'm just a busy-body that doesn't know how to tell true feelings.
Somehow that's how things works and I got no idea how to change it.
I wonders this is actually just lust? or infatuation? or love?
I really doesn't know how to differentiate between these whatever feelings.
Damn, I know I'm just a damn fool.
Well, I guess this is an endless story about myself.
Even though I might get hurt, injured, I can't change the fact I feel about you.
:D
我爱管？其他人我才懒得管。我会担心的。你不信也没办法……
我累了，直接说吧，告诉我，我们没有可能的……这样我就能放弃了。
我知道我没有资格。:)
RyoichiZB