Ending of 2013

Looks like my blog is gonna rust very soon.

It has been so long since the last time I updated.

These few months were quite a busy month for me...

The time goes off damn fast...

I can't even remember what have I done for the past few months.

I was kinda push myself too much at work.

As I want to make the best out of it... and it seems like my body has been going through a tough time these months...

I have gone through so much in my life, and I met so many people this year...

Being sentimental sometimes but not showing like always.
Smiley face of mine had already covered my true feeling for such a long time.

I just realized that actually there are things that I can never forget...

even if I want to...

Sometimes I really need someone to talk to, to speak out, to say what I really felt...
But I was always acted so tough like there is nothing actually happen at all...

I hate that side of me... Why can't I just share it out?
Karaoke is always the best place for me to release stress...

As I only sing emotional songs, cause the lyrics somehow capable to relate to my life,

and after hearing it, I somehow felt calm.

Is there actually anyone that are able to listen to what I say?
I am the only one that know myself and also the only one that does not know myself...

Attitude...
For work, I have the most serious attitude... 

I am able to sacrifice my time and all others for it...

In friendship, I am the one that is most straight forward...

Without thinking so much, I will just say what I really think it should be...Sometimes it might hurt others in the mean time...

In love life, I keep on friend-zoning everyone...

Acting so cool like I does not need anyone...

I don't seem to understand why I keep on showing this kind of attitude to all the people...

Just so tired...

I really hope someone actually know my true self...

And it seems like today is the last day of 2013,

It's an ending and also an beginning of a new journey...

To be continue on 2014...

Ryoichizb