2013年12月31日星期二

Ending of 2013

Looks like my blog is gonna rust very soon.
It has been so long since the last time I updated.
These few months were quite a busy month for me...
The time goes off damn fast...
I can't even remember what have I done for the past few months.
I was kinda push myself too much at work.
As I want to make the best out of it... and it seems like my body has been going through a tough time these months...
I have gone through so much in my life, and I met so many people this year...
Being sentimental sometimes but not showing like always.
Smiley face of mine had already covered my true feeling for such a long time.
I just realized that actually there are things that I can never forget...
even if I want to...

Sometimes I really need someone to talk to, to speak out, to say what I really felt...
But I was always acted so tough like there is nothing actually happen at all...
I hate that side of me... Why can't I just share it out?
Karaoke is always the best place for me to release stress...
As I only sing emotional songs, cause the lyrics somehow capable to relate to my life,
and after hearing it, I somehow felt calm.

Is there actually anyone that are able to listen to what I say?
I am the only one that know myself and also the only one that does not know myself...
Attitude...
For work, I have the most serious attitude... 
I am able to sacrifice my time and all others for it...
In friendship, I am the one that is most straight forward...
Without thinking so much, I will just say what I really think it should be...Sometimes it might hurt others in the mean time...
In love life, I keep on friend-zoning everyone...
Acting so cool like I does not need anyone...

I don't seem to understand why I keep on showing this kind of attitude to all the people...
Just so tired...

I really hope someone actually know my true self...


And it seems like today is the last day of 2013,
It's an ending and also an beginning of a new journey...

To be continue on 2014...

Ryoichizb

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